At The Right Time

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AT The Right Time

Four years ago, when I met the person who made me fall. It was unexpected you know why? Because at all his the one whom I hate him most!!! Grrr... it's because whenever I'm talking he doesn't say a word he just moved his head. Hayys.

He was a quite shy type guy. But I really admired him ever since. He is not talkative, nor participative. But I just liked him without knowing the clear reason why.

He was my Senior highschool classmate. One time at school, I've heard a news about him, that he is going to transfer a school. I was so sad that time. Because we're not yet close. And we just talked if there is only a chance.

Before he transfer a school, I made a letter for him. And he had read it accidentally. That time he talked to me. A heart to heart talk. ohh my g!!!! I don't know what am I going to do. I was so shy that time.

I don't know what to do.

Hi miss,"he said"

I just looked at him.

I saw this letter under my chair, I think it's yours?"he added"

Uhmm... Are you sure it's mine??

Hm. definetely yes, because there is a name indcated there, and I guess, it's for me? right?

Owhhh I have to go. bye!

but he holds my hand before I leave him.

"wait"he said.

I feel the same too.'he added'

And I was just silent all the time.

I turns in front of him and said, Are you serious? or you're just telling me that because you know what I feel for you?

do you think I'm just playing with your feelings?'he replied'

I don't know?

"Come let us sit here"

Then we sit on a bench.

"Look at me, look straight at my eyes, I am not joking, I like you before. You're such a perfect girl to be. And a boy could luckiest to have.

I know that you know that I am going to transfer a school but I promise I will do everything just to make you feel how much I'd love you though we're a long distant."

Promise?

"Yes, I promised."

Then after that he started courting me.

And He courted me for almost 3 months.

And yes we are now at a different school. But then as he promised he make me feel special everytime.

Our first monthsary he bought me my favorite chocolate, ferrero rocher. I was so schocked. because I didn't expect anything, because we are differnet school, but then he went to my school just to surprised me.

How sweet....

We sometimes ohh actualyy most of the times we're having that so called 'LQ'' or 'lovers quarrel'' still his the first one who says "Sorry"

And as days past, I am getting in love with him deeper.

He always left me with a long sweet messages everynight and everymorning before I wake up.

I'm so happy and inspired.

After my class and his class completion, He told me that he is going to take a summer job. So he is going to become busy. well I can't do anything except to support him.

It's already summer time, And as what he'd told me before, He has a summer job.

And his time was lessen unlike before,

One more day to go it's already my birthday.

And at exactly 12 in the midnight he message me with his very long long message. It's exactly my birthday!

His message was....

"Hi wifey! It's your special day right? and I know that you think I have forgot it because I am quarreling with you a while ago, But this I never forget the special day of the only girl whom I love the most, My princess, my queen, my love, my wifey, my manager, and my everything, I love you so much, always remember that, no matter what happened, And I'm really sorry because I became so busy. I'm really sorry. I miss you so much!. I wish you will enjoy your day. And I'm so sorry because I can't be with you. I love you so much wifey, never forget that no matter what happened. Again, Happy birthday!."

That message that I have received and read from him. That really made me cry.

Two days after my birthday I did not get a text message from him. Well I just think, maybe he is just busy because he has work.

After a week I never receive a message from him, That's why I worried so much for him. And I never stopped to texted and called him on phone. But then there is no reply.

It's almost two weeks, Still I'm not yet getting a reply from him.

Until after that two weeks I have received a message from him saying....

"Hey! Thank you so much for everything, and I'm sorry, take care of yourself, Goodbye."

That messaged really breaks my heart.

I called him, I texted him, asking and saying please,,,, I cannot live without you hubby please,, don't do this to me.

Please stopped."he replied"

Didn't you love me anymore hubby? I asked him

Of course I loved you. But sometimes we need to let go of a person even if we love them."he answered"

But please,,, don't do this to me. I can't

I didn't get a reply anymore.

And nothing happened. He still left me.

I cannot contact him anymore. He removed his simcard.

I don't know what to do taht time. All I know is that I wanted to know his reason behind everything. If why did he do that to me? Did I made wrong things to him?

For the first time in my entire life I have experienced to be broken.

Without telling me the reason behind everything.

And I don't know because this story will not yet end....

But then I am waiting At the right time.

--the end--