The wanted love

Hi my name is skylar. I am a sixth grader looking for that perfect person. Nothing really happens just hanging around with my best friends Gabriela, Lourdes, and Abby. They all have my back . But sometimes I get jealose because Lourdes has a boyfriend (Brock ) I'm really good friends with him I just think he should give us girls some space. Me and Gabriela think Lourdes has changed . Any way back to my story, so I liked a lot of boys in the past year but then I turn my back and his smile sparkled in my heart. His name was justin. Oh how he stole my heart WOW😍. Then I asked Brock to ask him out for me afew times but all justin said was "no". A lot of things were going thro my head like , why won't he go out with me , was I ugly , WHYYYYYYY!!!!!. But then Brock told me that justin liked this girl Tasha , all the boys were drilling for her, she used to never get attention last year and since this year boys are druling for her she taking that attention I mean she already has a boyfriend and was holding hand as with this other guy Richard and I'm like "

The next day my other friend Ashley comes up to me and tells me that justin likes my friend Britney I ran to Britney and told her everything. She promised me that if I really loved him she wouldn't like him she was the best. I had already told justin I liked him and he was ok with that but everyone sees him as a jerk and I kind of don't see him like that I see him as a nice guy I just wish I knew what to do.