Lost Hearts

Confused

•Kyra P.O.V•
You speak to her in way you never spoke to me, you held her like you never held me, and what hurts is that you kissed her like you never kissed me, "Kyra I didn't mean for any of this to happen" but it did,you hurt me" you lied to me I gave you my trust, and you threw it back in my face" at this point I could feel the tears filling up in my eyes, trying so much not to show any emotion at all, I wanted to be stern with him, I wanted him to feel my pain but so far I see nothing in his eyes, not even one apologetic tear has streamed down his face. Now he's just looking at me he's just sitting there, Shane look at me tell me exactly What is so special about her, did she fuck you, is that why, just because I promised myself I wouldn't do anything till I was ready, is that why you went for her, say something" "What do u want me to say, do you want me to say sorry, because I don't know What it is with you anymore, you are not the same girl I fell in love with, what happened to her" "she realised life wasn't going to wait for her, so she fucking grew up" "I want her back, if she's not coming back, then I'm leaving" "Fine leave go back to that whore, because God knows she just wanted a fuck" I thrust myself up from my bed I walk to my door open it "Well get the hell out" he stares blankly at me he hangs his head, he gets up and slowly begins to walk out he lifts his head and looks up at me, his bright eyes full of tears "please Kyra don't do this" "Shane you said it yourself I'm not the same girl you fell for, I've changed, and if you can change your mind about me that quick and have sex with someone, you don't understand it's...it's...not that you had sex with her, it hurt because it's not the first time you done it you lied to me, I was saving myself for you not knowing you had given yourself away" at this point. my tears are pouring down my face " please just leave" I say gently he stands closer to me, now I can feel his breath on my face he leans in and kisses me, the tears streaming down his face I know how much I hate him but I can't bring myself to pull away, after what feels like an eternity, he lets go of me, I wipe my lips and point at the door, he walked out now fully sobbing, I suppress the urge to pull him back in and give him a hug, I slam the door just as he walks out, I slide my back down the door and just sit the I pull my knees closer to me, and slide my head between them, I cry myself to sleep that night to tired to move myself to my bed so I just lay down my heavy head on the cold floor.

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