Lost Soul

I told myself before that I’m strong

And old enough o know what’s right and wrong

I’m not afraid in every God’s test

Coz I thought in his creature, I’m the best

As time goes by I felt so frustrated

No one told me that I couldn’t make it

And now failure is coming over me

Where’s the light that I always see

I regret the mistakes that I’ve done

But it’s too late coz my friends were gone

I lost the people who always there

Even if I told them that I don’t care

I’m now afraid to try something

Coz I don’t want to lose everything

Lord, please wake me up

Please allow me to reach the top

I have to learn, that’s made me cry

I have to accept the reason why

They won’t help me, they just put me down

I don’t know, I just wanted to frown

I’m sick of trying to please everyone

Because of the foolish things I’ve done

I don’t know how to be strong

When all my decisions seems to be wrong

I have nothing to ask but to die

I have nothing to do but to say goodbye

Only to the people that I always see

But not to the man who bring the best in me