7 Choices

The Beginning of it All

Just take a breath y/n, in and out, nothing is difficult, it's all in your mind

I sometimes wonder how I got into this situation, living with seven popular boys who never knew I had existed until that day... The day that changed my life forever, may as well start with the basics... I'm y/n, a 18 year old female who has gotten into a bit of trouble... One day, I was minding my own business, the next I'm singing on stage in front of MILLIONS, I should start at the very beginning

July- no, that's too far back...
it was about seven years ago, I was in the car listening to some music with my mother when all of a sudden this song came on...
It was very clearly Korean, but I had many questions
Why was it playing on a station for Americans?
Who was this?
But most importantly, why did I UNDERSTAND them? I started to get more into the music, falling in love with the voices I was hearing, when the song ended I felt sad, the music had made me feel HAPPY? Something I hadn't felt like for... A few years, I wanted this feeling more I began searching up the lyrics and finding them... BTS, sounds trustworthy enough.. I began slowly listening more and more until they began to consume my life, I of course came across the other groups like BlockB, seveenteen, Exo. BTS just spoke to me more.

BTS had slowly began to make its way into my shopping cart on amazon, my mind all day, and my own home, many times I thought I'd never meet them, but they were my inspiration to be a singer when I was older. After a few years on my fourteenth birthday I received a... Special gift, they were tickets, to... Korea, a opening in BIG HIT entertainment had opened! My dream was going to soon come true, I HAD A CHANCE TO WORK WITH BTS... I had met them once that year and it was a day to remember....

I was given tickets to meet them in California, the day I was there had already been difficult, meeting recent bullies, shopping mixups, the meeting almost getting CANCELED.
I was hoping that the fan meeting would make me feel better but it made everything worse, of course the one person who had to be there was my old bully Hayley, she was one of those girls who would always play with their hair and flaunt their perfect skin and act better than everybody... I thought maybe I could avoid her but she saw me,
Y/N she shouted running up to me
You're here!? I never thought you would be the type of person to find interest in this stuff... You seemed like more of the type of person to want to like die or something ya know
Perfect
Oh, hey Hayley uh, how have you been? And yeah I've been into this for about three years now...

There was a large amount of screaming cutting off our conversation so it made it clear they were entering, I was pushed forward to the front by crazy fangirls... But it was a plus, as I got closer I could very clearly see them, or at least Jimin, and VERY close... Matter a fact looking him in the eyes... Was he abnormally tall? Or was I just... Pushed in front of him tripping Namjoon on accident, I was so STUPID I hadn't even realized I tripped my IDOL, this was embarassing, there was the clicking of more shoes approaching... Great, I quickly stood up

IM SO SORRY NAMJOON I HOPE YOU'LL FORGIVE ME, I REALLY DIDN'T MEAN TO I WAS BEING PUSHED, PLEASE I'M SORRY

Not only was I shouting like an idiot my nose had been bleeding from the embarassment... Before even getting a reaction from them I ran away to a bathroom to get cleaned up... I decided I'd had enough and just left... Now here we are... Five months later... Boarding a plane to go to South Korea...