You know that feeling that you get when you're running. You feel the wind in your hair and you feel like you can run forever, but at some point you have to take a break. Well, what if you was trying to run away from your problems. I've was always able to run away from a problem I just felt that it was easier. It was easy for me, because I didn't have to face it head on. I just felt that if I ran it go away and it dose because no one was able to stop me or try until now. Kevin wanted to tell me how he felt about me, but I couldn't handle it I just get scared when it comes to feelings. Every time he would want to talk I would make up some reason why I couldn't talk and this time I just told him the truth I didn't want to talk about it. When I said that I just ran to the lake so that I can clear my head I was not thinking that Kevin would run after me.
"You can't just run from me forever Lily." Kevin said making me stop by getting in front of me.
"Get out of my way Kevin. I don't want to talk about it." I said getting nerves to even face him.
"Lily, why won't you let me talk to you?" Kevin said rising his voice a little as he walking up to me closer.
"It's just hard for me to talk about something like this to you." I started rising my voice at him too. "I guess I'm scared I'm not good with telling my feeling and I know you want an answer from me." I said keeping my eyes on the lake.
"Well I'm not and I been holding my feeling from you for the longest time if you would just let me say them." Kevin said rising his voice so I turn around to face him.
"Then just speak your mind already." I yelled at him.
"Fine, I will." He said as he beat down to pull me in closer by my neck to kiss me. When he was kissing me it felt like nothing matter. I never had that feeling before from anyone before and when he stopped he just lend his forehead again mine. "Action speaks louder than words." He said laughing, but not too loud it was loud enough for only me to hear.
"Yes, I guess they do." I said as we both looked at each other.
"I Love you Lily and like I said before I've felt this way about you for a long time. All I'm asking from you is how do you feel about me." He said still holding me in his arms waiting for me to say something. I knew that I felt the same for him I was just scared to come out with saying that to him and I didn't want to get hurt. Kevin takes a leap of faith for what he wanted and even when I was pushing him away. He is too good for me, but for some reason he still wanted me just like I do. I was just scared about taking a chance and can I really take a chance with him.
"I can wait for you and when you're ready I be here like I've always have." He said looking in my eyes. All I can do was smile at him because even thro I made him wait so long for me he was going to wait even longer for me. For so long I had the same feelings for Kevin, but i just push my feelings away. I need to stop this waiting and follow what makes me feel truly happy. So I cupped his right cheek and lean in to kiss Kevin back.
"I Love you too." I said as we kiss each other under the moon light and stars no longer scared.
