Forever is it?

"I think about love all the time, but everyone else gets someone instead of me" I said. "Honey, your 15" "But mom, that doesn't matter." This I why I never talk to my mom, she NEVER understands my feelings. "well, I'm going to bed." "goodnight mom." After she left I headed to my room, it was only 9:30. I had nothing better to do so I just went to bed.

When I woke up I read the clock, it read 5:45. I didn't have to get up for another 2 hours but I couldn't go back to sleep. I watched tv, until it was time to get dressed, them I headed out for the bus. I hated the bus, I couldn't wait till I turned 16, so I could get my own car. we finally got to the school, and I noticed everybody was talking about some new kid. "what's going on?" I asked my friend Katy. "well, we got a new kid." To me this wasn't a big deal, but all the girls were excited, and then I saw him. At first I was shocked, he was so cute. He looked around, and seemed surprised that everyone was looking at him. He looked at me, and smiled. I thought for sure it was just me, but Katy turned around and said "I think he likes you." "Whatever Katy ." "It's true." Then the bell rang and we went our separate ways. My first class was language arts. When I walked in the class I saw in the guy that was in hall, and he was there talking to the teacher. I took my seat, an the teacher said "Class this is Max." "Take a seat Max." Most of the girls moved their stuff to the floor, but I just sat there. He looked like he didn't want to sit anywhere. He started walking in my direction, an I realized I was the only one at my table. He sat down and all the girls guy me dirty looks. I turned and he said "hi I'm Max." "I'm Jessica." He gave me the cutest smile I ever seen. "I like that name." "Jessica." When he said my name I felt myself blush.

Chapter 2

"Jessica your so lucky, you get to sit with the cutest boy ever." "I know Katy." It was a week we had been sitting like this before we even started a conversation. He asked me about my family, and I said I was an only child. He said he was to, and he lived with his mom, because his parents were divorced. One day he asked if we could hang out, I said sure. Ever since them we have been good friends. "look at the stars Jessica." I looked up, and saw the Little Dipper. "They are so beautiful, and so are you." I felt myself blush. "Oh shut up." "It's true." "whatever." He turned and looked at me, and I knew what he was thinking, and so we kissed, and it was lovely. "So Jessica Harper do you take me to be your boyfriend?" "Yes Max candlewick." He smiled at me, and kissed me again. Katy was going crazy when I told her. "Girls are going to hate your guts, because he is the cutest boy ever." "Well, tell them I'm sorry." "Hey." We looked up and saw max. "Hey Max, I was just telling Jessica how girls are going to her guts." " And why is that." "Because the girls here love you." "Well, I only like 1 of them." the bell rang, and I went to math. I hate math, and I was terrible at it. In the rest of my classes all I could think about was Max. We finally got out of school, and I got to see him. As soon I went into the parking lot, I could feel the tension. I saw Max looking at the ground, and saw the football teams quarter back on the ground with him covering his nose. "What happened here?" The principal said. I didn't know either, and maybe I didn't want to know.

Chapter 3 "so your telling me that you punched him, because be was talking about me" "maybe?" "well, max I can't be with some like that" "what?" "I'm sorry, but I have to go" I left the room but I could hear him mumble "bullshit". but I didn't care anyway. when I got home I went to my room and fell asleep, I thought I the song asleep by the smiths before fell into my dream. my dream was not normal for me, I saw me and max standing by the beach holding hand, then I saw someone on the other side holding his other hand. But I was shocked by who it was the girl holding his hand is my best friend Katy. When I woke up I knew what I had to do, I went to her house. Did I care it was 11:30 at night? NO, I was mad as hell. In case you don't understand, he and Katy are dating, and they were, when I was dating max. Katy did look startled when I showed up at her house. All she said was I know it's hard, but I didn't think she got why I was there. "Katy how could you?" I knew she knew what I was talking about, because she didn't say "I don't know what you mean?" All she said was "well,i told you he was hot?" "you bitch!" "Jessica I'm so sorry." "Sorry doesn't change the past now does it." "well, if you want to know, were still dating." Of course they were. Why are guys such jerks? Now I get why my mom said wait for love. "Fine, I don't give a shit no more, take him he's bad at love anyway." I didn't even say bye I just left.

Chapter 4

"Oh Jessica I'm so sorry." Of course now that Katy isn't my friend, the only person I can talk to is my mom. "It's okay mom." "Oh, I remember my first love." "Mom he's your only love." "I know, and just wa-" "I know mom, wait for love, and then it will find you." "Hey, it worked out for me. "but I'm a totally different person." "okay, I'm going to go watch tv." "okay honey." There was nothing on tv, so I just listen to music on my iPhone. I must have fell asleep listening to music somewhere because when I woke up, I was on my bed, and my iPhone was on my desk. there was a letter sitting beside it, it said "honey, I moved you to your bed, and I went out for awhile call me if you need anything okay." I did need some food, so I called her and told her to get pizza an ice cream. She brought it home, and we ate together. I decided to go to be because I had school the next day. I had a feeling that tomorrow was going to suck.

Chapter 5

I didn't think I was going to have anybody to talk to today, everyone was talking about me anyway. There was this guy who did talk to me though, he said his name was Levi. Levi, was someone I had never noticed. Which is weird because there only 60 of us in the 10th grade. He said he had moved here in 8th grade. He said he didn't have many friends, so me and him became friends. A lot of people looked at us weird, but I didn't care at least I had someone to talk to. I told my mom, and she said she was happy that I had found someone because Katy, and I didn't know what to feel, or say. So I didn't speak at all, until it came to the fighting.

Chapter 6

I went to the cafeteria, for lunch. Levi came over, and said "Jessica, it Katy and max. I didn't know what he was talking about so I walked over with him,and saw Katy crying, and Max looked scared. Max started screaming at her "How could you have let this happen?" "Oh, so your blaming me?" "Well you knew when we could and couldn't." "Well, you didn't bring protection idiot." I paused because I was just shocked. So there it was Katy was pregnant with Max's child. That's when I spoke up. "If you can't be a man, and want your own child, then nobody deserves to go threw this shit with you. "Come on Levi, Katy you coming." She didn't say anything she just followed. When we got to the car she said "Jessica, I'm so sorry, I know I was a total bitch. "Katy, it's okay, I'm not mad." "No, Jessica it's not okay." I didn't say Anything else. "Jessica will you come with me to tell my mom?" "Yeah,when are you gonna tell her?" "Tonight." "You sure?" "yes." We pulled up to her house, and I had a horrible feeling about this.

Chapter 7

"Katy, are you serious?" "Okay." "So your not mad?" "Oh, I'm mad, but since you got pregnant, you have to have that child." "Okay, I will, and I'm staying at Jessica's tonight." "Okay,bye." Katy feel asleep on the way home, so me and Levi talked. "Jessica, pull over." I pulled over, and he just looked at me, I knew what was about to happen but I wasn't sure how to act. He kissed me, and all the sudden I didn't have control of my body anymore. Somewhere I ended up in his lap, we just kept kissing and kissing. "Well, don't get pregnant to." "Katy, your awake." Oh my gosh, talk about embarrassing. I moved back into the drivers seat, and drove to Levi's house. "Bye, Levi." "Bye, babe." Right before he left he kissed me, and I blushed. Katy then moved to the front sit. "Ohhhh, Jessica." "Oh, shut up." I was all the sudden filled with joy , my mom was totally right just to wait.

Chapter 8

"Jessica, there's something I need to tell you." Oh crap, well that only lasted a week. I took a deep breath and said "What is it?" "Well, I know it hasn't been long but I love you!" Well I want expecting that. I said "Shhhh don't speak." That was our code words for time to kiss. He scooped me into his arms, and we kissed. We got caught up in time, and was I late getting home. So, Jessica are you in love?" "Mom!" "Honey, your mother wants to know this stuff." "Well, maybe." She hugged me and said "Can I meet him please?" "Umm, sure, when?" "How about now?" I went outside, and sure enough he was still there. I told him to come inside, an that my mom wanted to meet him. When we got back in, my mom and dad were standing there smiling. "Levi, meet my mom and my dad." "Nice to meet you Levi." "Nice to meet you to." My dad said "Levi I want to talk to you, alone." Oh gosh, this was going I be bad.

Chapter 9

"That's all he wanted to know?" I asked.