I'm sorry

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Wish a pon a star

LOUIS'S POV

me and the boys ran throught the double doors and we sent Harry up to the frount desk he came back

HARRY: room 24 second floor

We ran to the elevator and pressed the up bottom as many times as we could . It finally went up and as the door opend we saw a crying JESSICA we. Walked over to her and hugged her

ME: how is he?

JESSICA: he's he's in surgery they won't know for a while it's it's alll my fault

She broke down pulling her knees up to her chest leaning back on the chair I sat down on the chair beside her pulling her to me and she cried into my chest the boys sat down all around her people walked past and gave us wierd looks but at the moment we didn't give a flying fuck .a doctor comes towards us, he looked at us and stopped infrount of me and Jessica

DOCTOR: your Jessica rose I'm guessing

JESSICA: yes what's going on ?

DOCTOR good thing you got here in time because if you would called us a few minutes later he would have been a goner.

We sighed happily that he's alive but Jessica still sobbed softly into my shirt

ME: what's wrong Jess he's alive

JESSICA: I know but if it wasn't fore blowing up on him at the concert and not like forgiving him he wouldn't have never been here today and I wouldn't be feeling so guilty

HARRY: Jessica don't feel like this is your fault and you had every right to not forgive him don't feel guilty it was his choose to do this.

She nodded pulling her head off of my chest

ME: when can we go see him

DOCTOR: anytime you want him just one at a time

Every body lookes around but it all the glances go towered Jessica she shakes her head no

HARRY: come one love you have to talk to him sooner or later

JESSICA: I choose later come in you guys should go first if am gonna talk to him!

He shrugged knowing she wouldn't give in I went I. First leaving the hug from Jessica Niall was there he looked so helpless he was hooked up to so many monitors and Tubs going up and down his arm he smiled weakly up at me I sat down on the chair that was there next to him

ME: hey ni

NIALL: hey Lou

ME: how are you feeling.

NIALL: like a have a piece of barbwire stuck in my chest

ME: why Niall why did you do it?

NIALL: because what's a life worth living if the thing that brought happiness into it was taken away I bet she doesn't even know here

I shook my head he gave me a confused look

ME: she was the one that called 911 she was the one that's crying the most she wd in the back if the truck with you she called us Niall she still cares and you have a life worth living because you have to spend it getting the girl back

He nodded shaking off the tears that were falling down his face I stood up to let the other boy come in

After a while Harry was in there now all that's left is Jessica she was shaking in her seat Harry walked out flashing Jessica a hopeful smile she returns one but it's an empty one she stands up and starts walking ..

JESSICA'S POV

I walked the short distance but it felt like I was walking across a hall way that never stopped I reached the white door and pulled the nob there he was laying there playing with his fingers looking up when he sees me I but my lip and I want to turn around but my mind pulls my legs forwards towards the chair that was there I sat down silence feel over the room I looked over at Niall as he was hooked up to those things taking his heart beat I took In a deep breath feeling the amount of guilt fall over me as I watched him he was in one of those gown things and his hair was ruffled and he's eyes were blood shot,With dark little circles under them. Another wave of guilt but This one was bigger as he looked over at me his eyes burin into my skin

ME: am so sorry Niall

NIALL: what's thee to be sorry about?

ME: Niall this

I motioned to were we were

ME: is all my fault if I-I only listened to you when you tried to explain and didn't just jump to the conclusions and I know I shouldn't have listened to Taylor and I-I'm just sorry

I got up and jogged to the door I turned around and faces a vary confused Niall trying to calm me down tears welling in my eyes

ME: I'm sorry

I ran out the door or Niall's door and down the stair case ignoring the boy's calls of my name and ran out to the bus I got on paying the money and sinking into the seat crying curled up into a ball leaning agaist the wall .

Why I promised my slef that I opend up that life would be better that I wouldn't be crying.. Why is this HAPPING?

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