I dont know who i am
Who i am gonna be
Or even who i want to be
But i know i want to chance
I want to be another person
A person who is confident
A person who is strong
But i just dont know how
How i should do it
How i am gonna do it
Or if i am gonna do it
But i know for sure that i dont like the person i was
Or the person i am
I always sees people and think
I would die to look like that
I would die to be confident like she is
I would die to be strong like she is
But i know if i die to be those things i will never get to feel How it is to be beautyful or How it is to be confident or How it is to be strong
To be that i need to do things i dont know How to do
Or How to complete
I dont know if i really want to be that
Or if its just becuse i want to be How all people want me to be
No matter what all the people around you is always gonna
say things that will chance you
Do things that will chance you
We cant help it
We just want to be the Best posible way to be us
So we get a lot of friends where the half of Them in the end dont even want to be there for us
But we want a lot of friends so we dont feel lonely
But if you ask me i think it is redicules
I dont have that many friends i dont think that many people want to be my friends
I had a lot of crying days when some of my old friends stabbed me in the bag
Yaer you heard right old friends they aint my friends anymore
I lerned myself to say when i got enough
Say when they hurt me to much
But it was hard to get there i was one of those people who gave a lot of chances
A lot of chances and hoped they Wont do it again
But they always do it again and that is Why they are "old" friends
I think you always need to try new things
Always need to be who you want
And always need to try to get what you want
what do you want?
What do you need?
Who will you be?
That is all good questions
I know you cant answer them
Maybe you know the answer right now
But in the end you cant see the feuture and you dont know Who you will be
Always think about it
It's only you that can chance your future
So "what now?"
