It feels like my chest is being crushed, my arms unable to move, my breathing slowing to a halt. I need help but my body won't move, my mouth forced shut as the voices in my head scream out, my ears ring as the screams echo through my mind. Then a sudden silence, my eyes closed as the darkness calms me, the pain disappearing. I pulled the trigger because they said I was crazy, that I was worthless and annoying when I was trying my best to be normal.
