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Dear Vince,
The first time I saw you, I never knew I would fell for you this hard.
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I never expected fairy tales to happen in real life. And much more than that, I never expected it to happen in my life. I never knew that somebody will appreciate me. But YOU did. I thank you for that.
Sa totoo lang, sa tanang ebook na nabasa ko, akala ko walang chansa ang babaeng gaya ko na mahalin ng lalaking gaya mo. Pano kase, lahat halos ng mga nabasa kong kwento puro magaganda at sexy ang bida. Eh pano ako?? Hindi naman ako maganda. Ang payat payat ko pa. Akala ko talaga wala na akong pag-asa.
Pero dumating ka. You came and entered my life without any permission. At ito namang si ako.. ayun.. haha xD
Hindi ko alam kung pano ako nagkagusto sayo. Alam mo yun? Yung ni-hindi naman tayo close.. pero isang araw, bigla mo nalang akong napasaya. Bigla nalang dumating yung araw na parang tinamaan nalang ako sayo bigla. Ewan ko. Siguro yun yung way ni Kupido. Yung way nya para ipaalam sa akin na pede din pala akong mahalin. Na pwede din pala akong sumaya. At ikaw yun. Ikaw yung nagpasaya sa akin.
I feel complete whenever I am around you. Yung pakiramdam na may isang tao na nasa tabi ko, na hindi ako iiwan, na hindi ako pababayaan.. you were always there. YOU stayed. No more lies, I really THANK YOU for that.
I fell so hard. I fell so hard for you. Ni hindi ko namalayan na ganito na pala kalalim ang nararamdaman ko. Teka, ngayong naisip ko na to, hindi ko pala talaga alam kung gaano na kalalim ang feelings ko. I don’t know. I don’t have any idea. And I don’t freakin’ care how deep this is. With just this short span of loving you, I’m more than confident of my feelings. Hindi na to magbabago. Trust me. :)
Don’t you worry; I won’t ever love somebody else but you. Sabi nga sa quotations, “Tumingin man ako sa iba, wag ka mag-alala, hindi tumitibok ang mata.” Say what? The first time I have read this excerpt, I knew this was something I should tell you. Quit worrying. I won’t ever love some random handsome men around.
Dear Vince, you’re the most precious thing for me. Your eyes, your smile, your pouts, your frowns, your seriousness, your childishness, your maturity, your immaturity, your intelligence, your naughtiness, your craziness; simply everything. I love everything you are. I love every part of your being.
I won’t say I didn’t love you for a reason. To tell you the truth, I did. But that reason, well, I don’t remember anything about it. All I know is that, here I am, as for today, spending the most special events of my life with you, loving you the way I know how. I love you so much that I forgot all the reasons why I shouldn’t vanished. I love you. Cased closed.
Whenever you are mad at me, I’m all that crazed. I don’t want you mad at me. I’m all so paranoid. You know, having you mad at me is the last thing I want. So please, don’t be mad. :)
My superman, I remember all the things that you did. All those special things that you gave me. I remember the first time that you made me smile, you made me laugh and for the first time, you made me feel loved. Naaalala ko pa nung nagpagawa si mam ng mga hearts na ibibigay dun sa mga taong mahalaga sayo. I don’t know, but you are the first person who entered my mind so I decided to give you one. Nakakatawa nga eh, kase hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang ilalagay ko dun sa heart na yun. Basta, I came to realize that I had to give it to you because you are important to me. And that moment, I knew you would be special and you will be a part of my life. Ito wag mo ako pagtatawanan ha. After I heard that you gave a heart to her, I was a bit hurt. Well, it’s my first to confess this, but yeah, I admit I was a bit jealous. Ewan ko din. But that made me feel bad. It’s only now that I realized that at that moment when I gave you my ‘heart’, hindi lang yung colored paper na heart yung binigay ko sayo. Pati yung puso ko sumama na din.
I didn’t know all of this will happen. All I simply wanted was to have someone as a companion who can make me laugh. But what I get is more than that. YOU ARE MORE THAN THAT. You didn’t just made me laugh, you made me feel special and precious like I was the only dear thing you have. I don’t know how to repay your love. I just feel blessed.
After those months na lumipas, eto parin tayo. Diba? Konting-konti nalang ga-graduate na. :)
Sana wag ka magsawa sa akin ha? At sorry kase hindi ko maibigay yung gusto mo. Sorry kung hindi ko magawang sagutin ka. You know how much I wanted to. Pero bawal pa eh. Sorry. Pero wag kang maghahanap ng iba ha!! Ako lang. At ikaw lang din. Pramis!! :D
Please, deal with my stupid complicated self. Alam kong sobrang weird at moody ko. Pero anjan ka parin. Sana wag kang mapagod ah? Gaya ng paulit-ulit kong sinasabi, bear with me. Bear with my attitude. You know what? Sa lahat ng oras na sinamahan mo ako whenever feel alone, you don’t know how exquisite I feel. Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko naa-appreciate yun. Ang superb lang ng feeling. By staying by my side, you made me love you more than yesterday. I love you. I love you lang. I love you more than what words can express. I love you ng sagad.
Sorry nga pala kung pakiramdam mo ayaw ko na sayo. NO. NEVER. Walang ganon. Hindi kita inaayawan. I’m just this random. Lahat ng ginagawa ko ay random. Minsan sweet minsa hindi. Ganun talaga ako. And for the past 7 months, siguro alam mo na kung gano ako ka-illogical. Pero sorry padin if I made you feel that way. Sorry din kung feeling mo iniiwan kita. I don’t know how to explain myself. Hindi ko alam. Did you ever feel like I left you? Sorry. Sorry dun sa dati. Sorry talaga. That was a big mistake. I promise I will never ever do that again. Sorry talaga. Siguro kaya ka nagagalit pag hindi kita hinihintay ano? Gawa nung dati. Siguro takot ka na iwan kita? Sorry talaga. Sorry. Sorry. All I can do is to tell you I’m sorry. I never meant to do it. I’m sorry for leaving you.
I wish I can tell you how much I love you. Pero lahat ng sinulat ko dito, lahat yun kulang pa. lahat yun wala pa sa kalingkingan ng nararamdaman ko. I love you right down to the every bit of me. I love you BIG TIME.
This is all what I’m saying. Mahal kita sobra. Pero ito na ang huling beses na sasabihin ko sayo to. Let’s end everything that we have. Ayoko na. Let’s stop doing things together. I love you, but I have to say goodbye. 1st and last valentines, maybe? Sorry.
JOKE LANG! O wag kang magagalit saken ha? Peace! ^.^ v
Joke lang talaga yun swear! Wag mong bibigyan ng meaning. Haha xD syempre gusto ko maging memorable ang regalong to. At siguro naman magiging memorable sayo to diba? Haha. xD sorry for teasing you like that. Wala naman talaga akong planong iwan ka eh. Diba nga, I promised? Ang 1st and last valentines ay hindi mangyayari dahil maraming-maraming-maraming valentines pa ang dadaan sa atin. I love you :*
I’m saying goodbye now. OOPPS. Hindi po literal yun ha? I’m saying goodbye kase tapos na tong message ko. Alam ko nobela na naman to. But hey! Sana na-appreciate mo. I love you! :*
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-ysa :)
(puzzleddreamer)
