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*Authors note*

I am not going to demand anything I’m just asking those who have read this could you just please comment and tell ways in which I could improve my writing skills and if you feel the urge just please vote. May God bless you all.

They say not to judge a book by its cover.….. But I wonder, when others look at me do they see the emptiness? The doubt, the self-hatred or how scared I am of losing what little love I have? Life for me has not been particularly easy. I grew up in a very broken home but we weren’t suffering financially we were just suffering emotionally. My dad has a pretty good job and so we could afford most things. My mom does not work so she pretty much stays home and looks after the house and us kids.

We were once a tight knit family, though I’m not going to lie, my parents did argue…… a lot. Then we moved to Colorado when I was in the fifth grade and that was the year I met Aaron who currently is my best friend and the only reason I’m still sane.

 As I previously stated my family is quiet damaged and if you don’t mind I’m not ready as yet to divulge any family secrets, so I guess you’re just goanna have to stick around to find out……if that’s ok with you. I can though tell you what’s currently happening. I am still a failure in my parents’ eyes and I’m still impossibly in love with Aaron………how predictable, I know but I just can’t help it.

He’s the only human being that likes me completely for who I am. I say human being because through everything God has been my head corner stone. He’s been there through all my trials and I have learnt through it all to cast my burdens on Jesus and through him I’ve become a happier and healthier person. So stick around because there will be a few surprises in here for you and not everything is as it seems you might just enjoy yourself…….you never know.