Broken Hearts (Sam x Reader)

Broken Hearts

Salty tears stung deep into your eyes. Hearing the words play over inside of your head, even after months of adjusting, broke you.

"I slept with her." His voice sounded cool and clam even as he spoke.

Shaking your head you did your best to throw out the reminder of his infidelity. Ever since the day they saved your ass, you'd been in the Winchester's messed up lives. Dating one only made it even messier.

Once again your call rang numerous times and then went directly to voicemail. Instantly your mind thought of the words he spoke. The actions he took. Finally a call came thought.

"Sam, why haven't you been answering your phone?" The sound of your voice was giving away the fact you were crying.

"I was in the middle of something. Is something wrong?" His voice hit a slightly higher pitch at the last few words. The only thing you could think of him being in the middle of was bedsheets with some girl- Ruby.

There was not a sound coming from your end of the line. Your mind snapped to the worst possibility. Him cheating on you for a second time.

"I was talking to a witness." He said with a low huff of air. He knew what you were thinking. "What did you think I was doing?" There was a slight sound of irritation trickling off his lips.

Once again you said not a thing, just sat there with the phone laying on the bed, your legs cross crossed while your hands held your head. "You can't think I'm doing something like that every time I don't answer."

"And why not, Sam?" You sniffled, breathing out in a hard manner. "I didn't assume before and look where that got me. At the receiving end of words I never wanted to hear." The pain in your voice was clear. As if the tears weren't enough proof to show your pain.

"Can we talk about this when I get back? I'd rather do this face to face." He too was hurt, but he was hurt that he had even hurt you in the first place. He promised he wouldn't...and he broke that promise.

"No, Sam. We can't." The words fell off your lips with a push of air to guide them. "I won't be here when you guys get back." Looking around your room in the Bunker, you searched for your duffle bag, preparing to pack it.

"Please..." he practically begged you. "we can work this out."

"Maybe you can get past this, but I can't. It's not something I can forget, or forgive." With your right hand you casually brushed away a tear.

"I can't do this without you." His voice cracked out. The broken tone of his voice only broke your soul more.

"Well you're going to have to start."

Those were the last words the two of you said to one another before you hit the red end button. Finishing your life alongside the Winchesters. And beginning a new.