I'm a mother fucking cat!! (Alan Ashby)

Valentines <3

Ok bitches I was inspired by the love of valentines and all that crap .... ok fine I'm feeling lonely.

Sorry guys no smut not feeling it today.

Chantelle.

I woke up to see ... Roses? Oh god it's valentines.

"Morning babe how you feeling? you came home quite drunk last night" it was Ben,

"Ben don't act all lovely with me not after the past couple of days" I snapped,

"Look Silent I'm sorry I'm just stressed with work and then there's this whole you working with Of Mice and the history of Alan..." he trailed off,

"But you can't just blame that all on me Ben!" I raised my voice a little,

"Please Silent I'm really sorry don't do this today not Valentines" I could see he was tearing up but there is no way I'm letting him get away with this I don't care if it's Valentines,

"No Ben I'm going to get in the shower I want you gone when I get out" I got out of bed and went into the bathroom.

It felt so good to have the hot water run down my body it was as if everything was just being washed away.

I stepped out the shower, I guess a part of me still wanted Ben to be sat there but another part just wanted him gone. I entered the bedroom, Ben wasn't sat there but Danny was,

"Don't let him do this again Silent, I know you probably feel amazing with him and I can tell at the moment he makes you feel better than Ben does" he said looking at his thumbs,

"I. AM. NOT. FUCKING. HIM!" I shouted,

"I know Silent I'm just saying" with that he stood up and left.

I got dressed and went no where else but Alan's.

I knocked on the door and waited,

"Who the fuck is that? and what do you want?" I heard Alan shout from the other side of the door,

"Ummm it's ummm Silent" he opened the door and looked shocked,

"Oh hi Silent what are you doing here?"

"I had an argument with Ben and I didn't know where else to go"

"Ohhh umm I dunno what to say"

"I can umm go if you don't want me here"

"No no Silent come in" it wasn't until I got into his living room I realised he wasn't wearing trousers .... or a t-shirt, I blushed and looked down at my feet,

"Ummm Alan you're not wearing ummm clothes" I stuttered sitting on the sofa,

"Yeah?"

"Ummm nothing" I blushed even more, he sat down next to me and leaned back,

"So why we're you arguing?"

"Because when I woke up this morning there was some roses"

"I thought that's what girls want on Valentines"

"Not when he's been a knob the past few days and just wants to pretend nothing's happened" he brought me into a hug and honestly I had never felt so at home. I snuggled up to him as he flicked through the channels,

"Alan?" I asked,

"Yes Silent" he replied looking down at me,

"Am I just another girl?"

"To be completely honest with you... no, I feel compelled to keep you safe, to hold you and make you mine"

"I bet you say that to every girl"

"I don't actually"

"Prove it"

"Fine then" he pulled out his phone and called Myca? "hello" I heard her say hello back, "it's alan I need you to do me a favour.... talk to Silent for me for a few minutes" he handed me the phone,

"Hello?" I said into the phone,

"You're Ben's girl aren't you?" she asked me,

"Yes"

"He'll break you"

"Who?"

"Alan"

"Did Alan ever say 'I feel compelled to keep you safe, to hold you and make you mine' to you?"

"No he did not" and with that I hung up the phone, I pressed my lips against his with force and snuggled into his side as we watched the rest of 500 days of summer. I must have fallen asleep because I work up to Alan cooking,

"Alan? are you cooking?"

"It's only pasta chill your bean"

We ate the spaghetti he made, I stood up and grabbed his hand and pulled him into his room, I threw him on the bed and started stripping for him, you see I started stripping when I first moved to Portland,

"Woah Silent how did you learn to do that?" Alan asked staring at me,

"Secret" I said tapping my nose, I climbed on him so I was straddling him, and well one thing led to another.

I rolled off him out of breath and tired as was he.

My best Valentines so far.