Girl with the broken heart

She lays there motion less. Tears still running down her face. Music still playing in her ear buds. Her eyes open and she's back, back to her unhappy life. Sleep is the only time she gets away a from all her problems. It's like an escape, and they wonder why she's always sleeping. No one will ever understand her pain, so why tell them about it.

Her mom calls for her
"Amber! Amber! Amber get down here now!"
She's wipes away the dried tears and mascara, and goes down stairs.
"Yes mom"
"Amber I'm going to work"
"This early mom?"
"Yes ,a important meeting came up. Your dad left for his plan already"

The door shuts. And she's there alone again for the 100th time.

Her dad's always away for his job. And her mom always has meetings to go to and people to have lunch with. She's alone most of the time but she doesn't mind it. Sometimes she wishes they were around more. But she kind of doesn't because it's like living with strangers.

She goes to her room. Shuts her door and opens her laptop, she notices Justin posted a new pic with his new girl friend. It breaks her down a little but she just closes her laptop and checks her phone, justin texted her ...
"Hey amber, I miss you."
She replies back ...
"Hey I miss you to :("

Tears start flowing, she can't help it the thought of him loving someone else hurts. It's like having all your favorite food then someone taking it and saying you can't have it.

"Why can't I have him! Why doesn't he want me!" She thinks to her self. She goes to her bathroom and looks at her reflection in the mirror. She's see a broken hearted girl. Someone lost and confused with no one to talk to.

Her parents are never around and to busy to talk to her. Her friends ? Well she doesn't have many. And they wouldn't understand.

She crawls under her bed and gets out her diary.

"Dear diary,

I'm just tired of being unhappy
I'm tired of having no one!
Im tired of getting my heart broken again and again. Sometime I wonder if life is even worth living anymore. No understands I don't think this way all because of justin I just feel like anything I do will never be enough or will never be good enough & like whatever I do is wrong. I'm tired of going to sleep with tears in my eyes.
I don't know what to do anymore.

Love ,
Amber"

She comes out from under her bed. And looks at her clock, it's 10:45am.
She gets dressed, and walks to the park. When she gets there she see's Justin's moms car. She freaks out and starts walking to the next park when she sees justin she keeps her head down and walks, he never notices her and she kind of glad.

But at the same time she wish he would've seen her because it would've been nice to see him again.

**that night**

She's in her room listening to music like usual. Her friend (Carly) texts her and tells her to come over. She packs her bags and meets Carly at the stop they walk to Carly's house and Justin's outside playing basketball with some friends.

Carly tells her she didn't know he was here. Then suddenly Amber looks at justin then walks over to him and hugs him he hugs her back and tell her "you and Carly should come outside with us"

Amber yells to Carly.
"Wanna stay pursue with them?"

Carly yells back.
"Yeah! Sure! Let's go swim in my pool"

They all get in the pool and start playing pool games.

Then Justin pushes ashley against the side of the pool and kisses her. Her body feels tingly, her hearts races and she dose the first thing that comes to her mind and kisses him back.
He slowly goes down to her neck and kisses her neck