Bullied until the End

His End

He walked into school, head hung low as familiar words were thrown at him. "Freak" "emo" "stupid" "ugly" " weird" " useless" "worthless" and the list goes on. He knew he was These things, he was reminded everyday by the students in school and his parents. He was suddenly slammed into the lockers as a grunt escaped his lips. Looking up a James(his number one bully) he breathed deeply through his nose to keep his anxiety levels at bay. " hey fag" James snarled at him. " Go do this world a favor and kill yourself you stupid emo, gay, worthless faggot!" He punched him in the gut a few times and walked away. Jax fell to the floor clutching his stomach muttering a few curse words. After a few minutes he got up and went to his class. He went through his classes in a daze and not really paying attention until dismissal. He walked into his house greeted by the back and forth screaming of his drunken mother and father. He rolled his eyes and walked to his room before watching tv. He heard the front door slam and the yelling stopped. His eyes widened as he heard loud stomping coming up the stairs. He turned off the tv and hid in the closet knowing what's about to happen. His door slammed open and the footsteps got slower as he reached the closet. The door was flung open and his father appeared in front of him. He grabbed him by the arm and pulled him out of the closet. He stumbled slightly but didn't fall. His father pushed him against the wall and punched him in the face making him fall to the floor. He kicked him over and over until he coughed up blood. He pulled him up and slammed him against the wall grabbing his neck, cutting off his air supply. He clawed at his fathers' hands desperate to gulp in air but his grip was too strong. His is rolled back into his head, starting to lose consciousness he was let go falling to the floor coughing and gulping up air  as fast as he could. His father grabbed him by the hair and said "kill yourself, you were a mistake." He let him go and walked out. Jax started sobbing bringing his knees to his chest, feeling completely hopeless and weak. After a few minutes he wiped his tears and let his fathers' worlds sink in. 'Maybe I should kill myself. It'd do the world a favor' he thought. He's never been loved, since his birth he's never had the pleasure to feel loved. He's been kept in this hell hole since he could walk. He never felt like he belonged on this earth or anywhere, always treated like an outsider, a nobody and a waste of space. Now he believes it. Everyone wished he was gone and he's about to make their wishes come true. He got up and grabbed sleeping pills from his bathroom and walked out shoving them in his pocket. He left the house not bothering to leave a note, knowing nobody would care. Once he got to the cliff he stood at the edge looking down at the water crashing onto the rocks. Digging into his pocket he pulled out the handful of sleeping pills and swallowed them one by one feeling numb with every one. He smiled as he felt his heartbeat grow slower. Looking towards the sky he smiled once again as it started to rain. He turned around and took his foot off the edge, walked backwards and fell into the cold ocean water. Sinking deep, his eyes closed, water filling his lungs as his heart stopped and he was gone.