My Brother Is Kim Jongdae

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Zoey's Point Of View
I run out of the door and try to find Jongin. I didn't know how I expected him to react, I knew he wouldn't like it, but I didn't expect him to do this. I don't even know which way he went, he could be anywhere right now. I literally had to fall for the most active and physically fit human on the face of the earth. I go left and just hope and pray he's just sitting on a park bench somewhere, and not currently still running away from me. 

I wouldn't even have minded if he just ran, but the fact that he told me to stop calling him Jongin and all of those other things, that's what hurts the most. I'm passing by the store and I see Jongin inside, I wait outside, and make sure to place myself so that he can't see me. 

"Jongin!" 

"What?" That was very rude and I don't appreciate that.

"Sorry, Kai. Please just listen to me." 

"I'm gonna keep walking, you can talk. Whether I listen or not will be another story."

"Where are you gonna keep walking to? You have to go into the studio today." 

"I'm taking a day off, simple as that."

"Fine, but can you at least tell me why you got so upset?"

He stops and turns on me, our faces inches away from each other, and he's making it very hard to focus on what he's about to say. 

"I'm upset because I trusted you. I thought that you actually cared and that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me purposefully. I just thought you were different."

"Kai, you should've trusted me, you still can trust me. I do care and I would never do anything to hurt you purposefully. I didn't mean to hurt you, and it was obvious that I did, but I didn't mean it. I am so sorry that I hurt you and I understand if you don't want to be around me or talk to me for a while. I just needed to talk to you and let you know. I'll go home now, I just needed to find you and make sure you're okay."

I turn around and walk home all while thinking about Jongin and hoping that he doesn't push me aside for too long. I get in the house and I hear two people, probably Chanbaek, and I see HunHan sitting on the couch very close together. I'm too tired to deal with Chanbaek or fangirl over HunHan, so I just plop down on the couch and slowly fall asleep to whatever HunHan was watching on tv. 

Kai's Point Of View
"I'll go home now, I just needed to find you and make sure you're okay." 

With that, she turned around and left. I kinda feel bad because I really believe that she never meant to hurt me, but I can't help but feel betrayed at the same time. I know she couldn't have just cancelled the whole trip but she could've told me that they were coming when we were talking about them last night. I walk around for a while more, until I decide to finally head home and try and talk to Zoey. 

When I get home I remember I forgot my key so I have to knock and hope that someone's awake. The door opens and reveals Tao to me. I take a deep breath before pulling him in for a long, overdue hug. Then Luhan, then Kris. By the end of those three hugs, I'm sort of crying, and I remember why I came home in the first place. 

"Did she come home?"

"Yeah, she's sleeping on the couch."

"How did she react after I ran out?"

"About as well as you can imagine. You two are going to cause me so many problems, aren't you?"

"I wouldn't doubt it. Thanks Jongdae."

"Take care of her Jongin" 

"I will" 

I walk over to the couch and see Zoey sleeping, just like Jongdae said. I reach down and pick her up, taking her into my room. I put her on Alyssa's bed, who's probably sleeping in Kyungsoo's bed again. As much as I love her, I can't have her that close to me yet. I tuck her in, take off my shirt, and get in my bed after turning off the lights.