Why now? Oh please tell me
why am I drowning in the eternal sea of Secrets now?
They never let me be
I try to let it all out
The secrets, memories, and emotions
I try to shout
But I don't want to make people worry
I don't want them to waste their time on me
They shouldn't feel sorry
Sometimes there's no time at all
I have to hold on to my sanity
an not let it out at all
Oh why! why now?
Why are there so many secrets in this pool of death
Why must I kill myself internally
Why now? Why life?
Why all this death?
