Aria Ysabel Castrances

Prologue

How can you say if the person you're in a relationship with is the one for you?

How can you say if you two are really meant for each other?

How can you say if the feelings you have for him is true?

How can you say if he's the one you've been looking for?

How can you say if you're happy with that man and not just faking it?

Can you explain it? Can you explain how and why?

And if, only if you're not happy anymore with that person?

Do you have the courage to say it to him?

To tell him that you have to stop seeing him and live your life without him?

Can you?

Why am I asking? Why?

Sucks. Why am I in this situation?

I loved him but there's something wrong.

Is it just me? Or what?

Am I willing to let go of the person I thought was the perfect man for me?

I am so confused. What is the right thing to do?

Why do I have to still think about that guy in my past?

***

As I see the city lights from here, all I can think about is him. it is wrong to still think about him I know while I am with my man but I could not help it. I'm being unfair with this guy in front of me. A perfect guy like him should not be treated like what I was doing. So now I've decided to finally let him go, but I am still not sure if it is the right thing to do.

"You said, you need to tell me something. What is it babe?" curiosity is all over his face.

"Ahm. Yeah. Babe. I told you before that---"

"I knew it. Stop. And I told you I do not care." He stopped me.

"But Willy I have to do this. We have to stop. You knew from the very beginning we won't work out." I explained.

"We should try, at least, another Weeks, months, or years. You know how much I love and need you. Aria. Can't you consider my feelings anymore?"

"But Willy, it's so unfair to you. You do not deserve someone like me."

"please." He pleaded while holding my hand so tight.

"I can't. I tried. But I don't think I can really forget him. he's the only man I want. You can't replace him. I do not love you" I lied. He can't replace him but I love him. and this man, the love of my life in front of me. I need to let him go. He deserves someone better. Someone who can love him with all her heart and I am not that girl.

"Please. Let me go. I do not want you in my life anymore." Without looking at him, as the Perris wheel stops, I stood up and left him there.

Hi guys! if ever you have a glimpse of my story please do consider to read it. It may be my second attempt to write but i think you should read it because being a newbie doesn't mean you're not good, you could be better, right? :) Thanks in advance! *mwa