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am i stupid

OK so people tell me all the time I'm stupid just bc I don't have any advanced classes didn't mean I'm stupid right? And just bc  I didn't grow up with a gold spoon in my mouth doesn't mean I'm stupid it really bugs me it bugs me so much that I believe them there driving me insane and I can't do nothing about it I already get bullied bc I was dating a girl the broke up with her but it's her fault plus I didn't love her maybe if she didn't say the things she said to me we would be dating but I'm know in a happy relationship with my lovely gf so ya but know I'm off topic am I as stupid as people say I am I mean ya I didn't learn how to divide math problems untill 6th grade but that's bc every time I asked my teacher for help shed yell at me for talking and I'm like bitch your sopesed to help me not make me feel like I'm less of a person she was such a bitch and don't get me started with people I don't even know but I am going to get started

So people I don't even know will walk up to me and herass me all the time I get sick of it not only that but sometimes boys will come up to me and touch my boobs and I can't do anything about it bc then there like bitch I didn't do that and threaten to beat me up but they stopped doing that after I told there gf's

And then all the hate I get it's like killing me I know I shouldn't let it but it hurts propel making fun of me bc I'm lesbian it hurts like a bitch I just want to kill myself sometimes but I know it would cause more pain so I don't and there's people out there who kill themselves bc of the same reason

I have a story I want to tell you guys

My grandmothers sister her step brother was gay and he got jumped for being gay by 4 straight men in the winter they took all his clothes everything it took them 3 weeks to find his body in a ditch

And my question is why can't people be opened minded to this it's like you don't know how the same sex makes me feel how they make me feel like they have been through the pain like me just like I don't know how the opeset sex makes you feel you shouldn't judge a person bc of that wether they are trans,gay, lesbian,bi,pan any of that it doesn't matter what matters is that your happy wether they like it or not it doesn't matter about them it matters about you so anyone who reeds this and is going through the same thing stay strong there are so many people out there going through this shit and it hurts it really truly does but you just got to stay strong

With that being said bye my lil love blossoms 💜💜💜💝💝💝💛💛💛💗💗💗💖💖💖💟💟💟💞💞💞💙💙💙💚💚💚