Let's learn how to tie a noose
It's real easy if you're not obtuse
All you need is a piece of rope
And abandon all your hope
You make the loop and the snake goes down
But changes his mind and turns around
And goes up to the top again
This is where the fun begins
Take the snake and spiral down
And at the bottom what has he found?
The snake goes down into the rabbits hole
Then you give the top a pull
Now it's ready for your use
This is how you tie a noose
Soon I'll take my own advice
In a matter of time I'll meet my own demise
I'm willing to make this sacrifice
Ending the pain would be nice
She is the only thing on my mind
I'll make sure my body will be hard to find
Today was suppose to be a special day
Look the clouds are even sad and gray
I'm know I'll be going to hell
The never ending pain is payment for what i did so it'll be swell
So as demons tear the skin off me
I'll have a smile on my face because i know she's free
Free of my evil and memory
I'm sure she'll be glad and maybe even her family
My family will breath a sigh of relief
Cause now they don't have a mouth to feed
My friends will forget and move on
Only positives will come once I'm gone
I just hope i can become a ghost
Maybe just maybe i can see the woman i love the most
Just to hear her laugh even if its not from me
Her smile was always the best thing i will ever see
Maybe if i was publicly humiliated
Hanging by my ankles with red hot chains while I'm being mutilated
While the woman i love and my family and friends cheer cause my death was anticipated
Cause one more day with me she and my peers would be very frustrated
Would be better so they'll see a show
That way i can be they're clown one last time before i go
My list is almost done
I've gone to far, i can't go back and run
I just wish i can start all over
I wish i was here with my lover
If she was here
She'll hug me and tell me there's nothing to fear
I wanted us to grow old
I wanted be there when she was cold
That would be my wish if I had a soul that can be sold
I miss her
But I was stubborn and bitter
I miss her small gentle hand
I'm sorry i took a stand
I'm sitting on the railroad track
Wiping a tear off my eye cause there's no turning back
My pants are ripped and muddy
I wish i can see my buddy
