12:34 am
Escaping this so called home
The feeling of loneliness
Never vanished
12:34 am
Towards her house I went
Sleeping in dirt
On the floor
Waiting for the sun to emerge
Wanting to be with him
Just to be with him
The next thing I knew
Her family was out
I took money from her
I stole from her
I called a cab
24 hours ago
I felt better
With the dogs
Then my own family
Showing my new side
The bonds between us
Were gone
Such close bonds
The harrasment and side talk
Brought back those memories
Those horrid memories
Of hiding in the halls
Of that hell hole of a school
Ripping me to shreds
That night hugging my own mother
Telling her those three words
No child should ever regret saying
But hearing that foul work soak the air
With hatred
Whatever
That was my deciding factor
And now I'm hugging him
He's gasping for air
Holding just a little too tight
Feeling the love soak through me
For the first time feeling another's lips
Upon my own
The ringing in horror started
Tears
Pain
With his sweet words
Too mature for a boy
Only being around
For a baker dozen years
I lost my prized possession that day
Only that no one can truly be returned
Almost as if time fast forwarded
I was back in my room
Alone again
Forbidden to see my love ever again
It all started
At 12:34 am
