The Truth..

Thoughts Of a Disappointment and Failure

I just wish i wasnt here...i dont want to be..

I made myself lose my bestfriend... i did this to myself... I'm such a terrible person and friend... If i just didn't wear her shirt and borrow the books, i wouldnt have lost her...

Now someone else gets to be happy with my bestfriend... They must be lucky to have her... Shes a great friend... I always knew she was... Now i lost her..

Why does my dad have to be a bad person..? Y cant he be good..? This never would've happened to him..

I just wish i had my best friend back... I'm a terrible friend tho... She doesn't deserve to be friends be with me...

I'm a disappointment... I don't deserve anything i have... I don't deserve any friends.. i deserve to be alone forever..

Never would've lost my father of he'd just been good and try to stay with my mom...i wold actually have a happy family and live a lil...

AN: This may get really sad for people... But read more of u want..

I just want my misery to end... I hate my life.. why cant it be over..? No one will notice if i was gone anyway...

Why can't someone just end my misery... I can't stand my life anymore... I just want it to end.. i want it all over...

AN: sorry this was sad. Its just some thoughts came came to my mind recently... So can u guys vote and comment? Thanks!