For Better or For Worse (studxfem)

Neglect💮

Chapter 3

(Suriya😈⬆️⬆️)

Ariana's POV

I just stood there looking back and forth between both of them.

"U-uhh t-this is..." I looked at Suriya noticing that she had that look on her face, which made me want to cry every time I saw it.

"T-this is Jasmine s-she's new here," I said not looking at her and playing with my fingers.

"Wassup man," Jasmine said while extending her arm for Suriya to shake.

Instead of excepting the offer she just stood there and looked at it as if something was on it.

"Nah I'm good, what were u guys talking about?" She asked looking at me.

I then looked to Jasmine for help. I didn't how to respond.

I couldn't just come out and say 'well babe, she was just wondering if I would go out with her just before u came over here' I swear bitches stay trying to get me killed.

I didn't want her to find out, and it's going to stay that way.

"Well, I was just asking Ariana if she-" "-had the notes from earlier.... from algebra," I said cutting her off.

before she said anything that could get me killed.

"Oh, really," she said looking me straight in the eyes

"Yeah" I said stearin back at jasmine

"Right... Jasmine?" I asked her narrowing eyes at her, hoping that she won't fuck this up for me.

"Um yeah, I really need them," she said with a little sarcasm.

Oh, God.

We both had smiled at each other and I looked at Suriya, she looks at me then at Jasmine to see if we were lying.

I guess she fell for it because she didn't end up asking any more questions and left.

She told me that she would see after practice and left. I totally forgot that I was leaving with her after school, how am I supposed to get out of that.

Ugh, fuck my life...

"So that's why u said no" Jasmine asked me, causing me to turn facing her.

"Pretty much" I said while rubbing the Bridge of my nose, trying to figure out a way to get out my situation with Suriya.

"She seems very... intimidating," she says letting out a chuckle

"Mhmmm, well nice talking to you bye now" I said turning around getting ready to walk off, when she asked "Why did you seem so scared when she asked what we was talking about" I then turned back around and looked at her up and down.

"Listen I know my girlfriend, and don't think she would appreciate someone else asking me out." I said with my arms folded.

"now if u don't mind I have somewhere to be," I said while successfully turning around and walking off.

I headed towards the gym for dance practice.

I'm kinda actually glad I went to dance today, I look it as the best way to blow off some steam and to think.

After practice the girls decided that they were going to get something to eat. They asked if I wanted to come but I said no, I'm not really a hang out person my friends tease me all the time.

Don't get me wrong I love my team, but they can go a little overboard with the term 'hang out'. They say they there going to have a small get together and end up having niggas, weed, alcohol, stripper, lions... well not lions but u get the point. They just are doing too much for my soul.

I walked out of the school and saw Suriya in her car waiting for me in the front.

"Oh God please make this work" I mumble going towards the car.

I walked over to her car and got in, after putting my seatbelt on I sat back and let out a sigh.

"Umm, babe... I don't think I can come over tonight" I said looking down Fiddling with my fingers.

She looked at me before asking "why not?" I looked over to her "uhh well, while in practice my grandmother called and told me that I have to watch Gabby while she was working overnight shifts" she looked at me for what felt like a minute. Try to see if I was lying.

"Fine, maybe during the weekend" I looked up and just stared at her in shock.

"Really," I asked still in shock.

"Yeah" she said while she pulled out the school parking lot. "So your not mad," I asked softly.

She glanced at me and then back at the road. "Nah, I'll just probably call one of my bros up and just chill" she said looking at the road. I said ok and just sat back relieved that she fell for it.

She finally pulled up to my house, we said our goodbyes, I got out and went straight in the house and right up to my room.

I flopped down on my bed, I wondered why she was so ok with me not coming over tonight, she made such a big deal about it earlier. I didn't want to stress it so I just left it alone and decided to take a shower, I need a hot one... bad.

Jasmine POV

It's been two hours since I've been home and I am bored. I might just call jay and see if she wants to come through and roll one.... or a few.

I checked my phone to see if my mom called or left a message, which I know for a fact she didn't.

"This is some bullshit" I mumble while putting the blunt I pre rolled earlier between my lips and lit it. I don't even know why i keep trying with her. She's the mother, I'm not supposed the trying to build a relationship with her. If she wasn't ready for a kid why did she have any?

She should've just gave me to my grandmother, then she wouldn't have to deal with 'such a big responsibility'.

She can go and travel wherever she wanted and be with multiple men. While her only child is at home alone.

Like what if someone tried to break into the house and tried to kill me or something, then she'll really feel sorry.

It's a shame when parents neglect their own children to do what they feel like. I'm not saying that she doesn't love me but it just feels like she doesn't care, and I'm sick of it man.

I took another hit of my blunt and someone else popped right into the my head...

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                         To be continued 💮