Prologue!
I was walking down the street when He walked up. "look could you please come back home. We can talk about what I've done wrong, we can make this work just please come back home. I love you! We can make it work common please. I'm begging you. BEGGING! Please"
I looked at him with such a stunned look. "Are you serious right now! After what you did with her you want me to come back. WITH YOU!!! Your so stupid! How dare you come here begging me to come back with YOU when you've broken MY heart." He was such a fool to think I would come back to a cheating, lying, disgusting pig like him. He I so stupid, I cant believe how incredible stupid I was for falling for the tricks of such a, such a player! But no! He's not a player he's because a player doesn't beg for forgiveness when he knows he he's not getting it. I'm just so stupid for falling for it!
"You can't jut get over it! You can't get over that I did something with a stupid chick that I care nothing about. Do you love me?!? Did you ever love me!? I think not. If you loved me you would forgive me right now."
Astonished I stared at him. How could he just think he's not going to get in trouble for doing the mot disgusting thing with a women when he shouldn't have in the first place! I can't believe I was ever in love with him. </3 is what I am because i'm still in love with him and it's stupid that I can't get over him and I can't stop being loving to him and caring for him.
"look i'm sorry but we are over! You shouldn't have done what you did and you did, so it' all over okay." He looked at me with such I hurt loo that I was sorry for him. I was sorry that I was breaking his heart when he had already broke mine. But I wasn't breaking his heart because he doesn't have one. He's just stone and stone things don't have hearts. I looked up into hi eyes and burst out crying because he was feeling pity on himself when I was the one who had been cheated on. He looked at me so sincere though and I jumped into his arms and soothed him. Though I new soothing would not work to fix nothing. How can you fix nothing, there's no way that its possible.
"calm down it's gonna be ok we can still be friends. HEY STOP THAT CRYING RIGHT NOW AND LOOK AT ME!" I yelled but realized I was only screaming at myself because I was the only one crying here. He looked at me, but I just turned around and walked away. there was no looking back, no turning back to what I do not want anymore. But I was only lying to myself because I had wanted him. I wanted him to whisper sweet nothings in my ear and tell me its all going to be okay and for him to hold me close and watch movies together and be together but that would not happen because he had been the one to cause me pain and we would not be together anymore . We would not cuddle or laugh with each other because we were over. Maybe there was a way we could still be friends but not for a while because the pain he caused me is unbearable and I need to get over him not fall for him even more, have a bigger broken heart if possible because he was with other girls.
Not now, and not for a while until I can get over him.
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Bye My Lovely's!
