Jema De Guzman.
The Facebook addict.
Beautiful in her own ways, Babaeng walang pake, totoong tao. That's why almost everybody loves here.. well almost.
Being too friendly even with boys makes her the talk of the school. Yes, she's known.
May sarili siyang dance group, and She's the only girl. She's one of the boys kumbaga. But people judge her, by being so called "Malandi", "Pa hard to get", "Choosy", "GGSS".
Like what the?! She's just being herself! Kung ayaw niya, ayaw niya. Kung gusto niya, gusto niya.
When it comes to love? Ugh. Nevermind.
11:20pm
As a third year college student, dapat nag stu'study siya ngayon or gumagawa ng requirements. But there she is..
Sitting in the balcony, under the stars. Scrolling down on Facebook reading her friends facebook statuses about their life, thoughts, feelings and of course their so called "Relationship goals"
"Kailan kaya ako magkakaroon din ng ganito" She said to herself. Looking at the stars above.. wishing, hoping..
Being hopeless romantic sucks. Sa lahat ng relationship niya, walang nag work. Pati kasi relasyon ngayon plastic na. She want real!
Looking at her phone, At facebook.
"What's on your mind?" it says.
Then a thought pops into her mind.. "baka may katulad ko rin" well, being desperate. Kaya ni'status niya na.. "Baka sakali" she said, then started typing. Hands shaking, is it for being excited? Or she's afraid na walang ganun.. na wala ng gusto ng totoong tao.
"Yung tipo kong lalake? Yung totoong tao, yung walang plastikan. Yung hindi pa'pogi at puro angas lang. Yung proud kung sino siya, may ganun pa ba?"
Before posting it, tumingala muna siya sa sa mga stars. To her favorite star to be exact. Closed her eyes and said. "Sana meron" then open her teary eyes. She's hoping.
Looking at her phone, tap the facebook "Post" button.
Being famous, kahit bago pa lang yung post niya dumami agad ang nag react. But no one dared to comment..
"Wala na ba?" She said again to herself. Buti na lang siya na lang yung gising, kung hindi pagkakamalan na siyang baliw neto.
Sitting hopelessly, Jema looked at her star again. Remembering those failed relationship, hurtful nights, wasted tears, those dying feelings.
She wanted to cry, but her eyes can't cry anymore. "Naubos na ata ang luha ko" she said, the laughed. Geez nababaliw na ata siya.
Then suddenly she heard the facebook notification sound.
She quickly unlocked her phone, with trembling hands, heart's hoping..
To be continued...
Author's note: Hi guys. So pagpasensyahan niyo na po sa maling grammar. Hindi po ako expert. Haha. Open po ako sa corrections. Pero pm lang po ah? I'm not perfect. Pasensya. So sana magustuhan niyo kahit papano. Yun lang salamat :*
