What If? Entry

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When I was younger,I lived in New York.Okay,fine,that was that.I had my best freinds Micheal,Josh and,again,Josh.All of them were completely idiotic,but I loved them.

Anyway,First off,everything started with Josh.I was the closest with him out of all the boys I hung out with in elementary school.He and I were like brother and sister.

First,his parents died in a little store across from the school.It had caught fire.Then not long after,his brother had commited suicide,and had also been a ragung alchoholic.He ended up passing away not to long after that.For him,I wish I could've helped him get out of his depression and keep him and his brother from committing suicide.

Then there was the other Josh.He this sister,who was absolutely beautiful.I found her the most awesomest person to ever be.She would come in and help in our music and art class,and her and I just got along really well.One night she had gone out with freinds to Newburgh.Mind you,Newburgh.She had been raped that night.Not long after she commit suicide.I wish I could have helped with josh coping.

Then came what happened with Micheal.I loved my Micheal.I miss him alot,too.He and I,after Josh,were inseparable.He and I almost acted like my parents.A married couple that needs to always tell each other that they care for one another just incase one dies that day.
Anyway,Micheal had always been really close with his grandma.I absolutely loved the woman.She was a firey Jamaican woman and his grandpa was a true italian chef.His grandma had ended up getting cancer,and his grandfather was dealing with his recovery from colon cancer.I beleve his grandma had breast cancer.Micheal's grandma had passed away.It didn't help he lived in the bad area of New York,where murder was the most common.This had happened when we were in sixth grade.I wish I had stayed one more year to comfort him on his loss.

To all three of you,if anyone ever sees this.I wish I could go back in time and do something to help comfort you,or from keeping you from doing stupid things when you were grieving.You know,Micheal's grandma's birthday is coming up.Happy early Birthday Nana.