The Mexican girl.....

Chapter 1

         Dear : grandma i miss you so much it's a lot different in unite states i miss  your " tamales de pollo " i miss my cousins ... My primos tell them i will come back if i finished in middle school . MARISOL ya esta lista la cena vamos ah comer mija
YA VOY MA "I'm coming"

It's was afternoon in 5 clock I'm just a girl  who want to complete her dreams my name is marisol i live with my mom in Oxford is a street all the people think is dangerous place because there a lot mexicans people like me. I just move here when i was 5 years old in January 30, 1999 i remember its was winter and my mom and me  we're  poor and we don't family in unite states
So my mom need to work like a striper . Then my mom rent a room when i was 8 years old like everyone know that my mom is a striper so The kids of my apartments telling me that my mom is a slut  and when you grow up you will be  like your mom A SLUT and they walk away and laughing of me . and i run in my room and close my room i use to want to suicide myself. i look in the mirror telling myself why your mom is a slut WHYYYYYY and i trow things and i broke the mirror when i saw pieces of the mirror i just pick one piece of the mirror and i start to cut my vine and my legs then my came at the house and a women tell her " SEÑORA TU HIJA ESTA GRITANDO COMA UNA LOCA Y VOY LLAMAR LA POLOCIA!!!!!!! Then my mom  ran fast  at my room and she knock the door but i lose a lot blood i can't speak anymore so she call someone to open the door  it's was el moreno he kick the door then el moreno and my mom saw me in the floor and my hands cover of blood and my legs too my mom hug me really hard and scream NOOOOOOOOO with a lot pain she say CALL 911  so el moreno pick his phone and call the ambulance and i just saw like blurry things i saw two people piking me up and i thought it's was the end my life . i wake up in the hospital my mom was there she was worry about me when she saw me waking up and rub my eyes and i tell her " perdon mama no se que estava aciendo" then she say but the good thing your alive and if you die i will die too your the only hope that i live  my dear  then she hug and i feel hers tears
Of painful and happiness and i hug her back I'm sorry mom. i stay in the hospitals like 5 day because i lose a lot my blood and tell my mom who give me blood ? She tell me " el moreno " and he came and he ask me if I'm okay and i tell him yea I'm okay thank you so much then he grab my hand he tell "eres mi hermana y no te voy dejar que te  mates ..." And i say him thanks then i start to cry of happiness but the same time of sadness too.
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