Twenty Six

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Lauren Cim's POV

The rest of my sisters stayed at the hospital whilst I took Jade back to the hotel. She was quiet and slilently crying. The tears continued to pour from her eyes but she wasn't making a sound. Just letting them fall.

All I want is to hold her and kiss her, but I know after what I said, I'll never get that chance again.

I can't believe Lauren was behind all of this, and Brad. I knew I had a reason to hate him...I just never thought it was because he was capable of doing this.

The rest of Fifth Harmony went on a search to find Lauren...But I hope they never do. I hope she stays far away from Jade as possible.

I haven't told anyone, but I'm supposed to be in court next month for Luke's trial. He changed his plea to not guilty. I'm not going so I'm having to give evidence via Skype...I was going to go, but Jade needs me...I need to be there for her.

We reached the hotel and I payed the taxi driver as she got out and went straight inside. She limped quickly, I had to run to catch up to her.

We entered the elevator and I looked at her. Her hair was a mess, her cheeks were stained from the tears and her bottom lip trembled.

I was about to reach over and hug her but the elevator dinged, and the doors opened. She quickly stepped out and walked to her room.

She held the door open for me and I gave her a weak smile but she kept her head down.

Once she closed the door, I turned around only to be pushed against the wall and I felt lips on mine.

Her hands went to my hips and she grinded against me causing a moan to escape my lips. She took the oppertunity to slip her tongue in my mouth and I moaned again at the sensation of feeling her.

My eyes closed as I pulled her closer to me and I began to grind my body against hers, but I quickly pushed her away and began to catch my breath.

"No. No Jade."

"Why?" She asked, her voice coming out raspy and wobbling slightly as she tried to regain her balance on her broken ankle.

"You're hurting, you don't know what you're doing." I say gently. "I'm not taking advantage of you. I care about you too much, you'll regret it in the morning...And your ankle...I don't want to hurt you."

"What I regret is not fighting for you, for us. I know you didn't mean what you said, yet I still let you go. And as for this." She points to her ankle. "I'm still capable of making you feel good. Touching you the way you loved to be touched...Loving you right. This won't stop me."

"I didn't want us to get hurt...Ell-"

"FUCK ELLIE!" She yelled. "You can't let that simple bitch get in between us all the time. She meant nothing to me in America, she means nothing to me now. She wants me, but she can't have me...You want me...You can have me."

I leaned my head against the wall as she took a few steps towards me. She gently held my hips and I looked into her ocean blue eyes.

"Tell me you don't want me." She whispered as she leaned in. "If you tell me you don't want me, I'll stop." Every word she spoke, our lips brushed against eachother.

"I want you." I replied but I grabbed her hands gently and pushed them off my waist. "But not like this."

She sighed and limped towards the bed, sitting down and I followed her. Sitting beside her, I grabbed her gently and pulled her into me.

"I never wanted to marry Lauren. I tried to make myself love her, but I couldn't. It was always you I wanted...I never cheated though not like she did. I did have feelings for her but it wasn't love."

"I never loved Luke, I used him to try and get over you...I probably told you that already."

"There's something on your mind...What is it?" She asked concerned.

I couldn't lie to her, not about this.

"Next month, Luke has a trial. He changed his plea to not guilty, I have to give evidence via Skype."

"Do your sisters know?"

"No."

She moved away and grabbed the side of my face gently. "Tell them. I'll be here for you, supporting you just like they will. I'm going to protect you now Lauren. I realise now I had been protecting the wrong girl. I was with the wrong girl. We're like an on and off switch...But I want you so bad..."

"But what about Lisa?"

"To me, you come first. To you, Lisa comes first...Let your sisters worry about Lisa. You need to be selfish for once and think about yourself. I'll worry about you..."

I smiled and leaned in and hugged her, she hugged me back and as she pulled away I leaned closer and began to kiss her.

I stood up and straddled her hips. I felt her grab my hips and she began to grind me against her.

"Jade." I moaned in her ear. "I was only kissing you...Stop."

She had just undone my jean buttons and pulled my zipper down.

"You want me to stop?" She whispered against my neck as she dragged her finger against my the fabric of my pants just above my clit. "Because...From how wet you are, I think you want me to keep going."

I bit my lip and nodded my head.

"Don't stop Jade...I want you."

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