Hi I guess this is what life is. I thought it would be happier. Not so sad and depressing, people wanting to die, is just the beginning. I have even been there where life didn't matter to me. I felt very alone very sad. Knowing what people thought of me and said about me. Feeling like nobody cares is my life I feel that way alot. some people only call me names some people thats not even the beginning. But I have learned alot since then. From experience I can definently say that what doesn't kill you makes you alot stronger now that I have been through everything I have I know that if someone calls me fat think well I know i'm not I know now that I shouldn't let anyone ruin my life I always did but i'm not ever going to let that happen again. Friends help to my friend mo helps me alot she's there with me for everything even all the drama and I mean ALL of it. Always know that friends are like ballons if you let them go you can't get them back very easy, cause most of the time there lost without you.