Stay

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I thrashed my head up looking around a terrified look on my face after hearing a loud bang of thunder. I look to see I'm sitting in my bed in my dorm with my room-mate next to me. I look out the window to see it's pouring down rain which makes me jump a bit. 

Without thinking I dart to the corner scared out of my mind... The memories... No....

I hear my mom crying and I look up to her

"M-Mom are you going to be ok?" 

"Stay strong my baby boy stay strong I promise it will get better soon" She kisses the top of my head 

I cling to her a bit more hearing more thunder outside and my mom starts to cough again and all I can do is sit here and hope

She starts to stroke my hair singing a song to me which I can't make out really and I fall asleep in her arms

 I snap back to reality to my room-mate John shaking me 

"A-Alexander god are you ok??!!" I can tell the panic in his eyes and I wipe away the tears on my face but more just follow after 

"Please don't leave me... Stay..." I say trying my best to hold back my tears but failing

I admit I have always had a crush on him sense I met him... His perfect brown glazed eyes that light up my day and he beautiful curly bouncy hair that is always up in a ponytail. The freckles that dance across his face, his soft hands, how he was just a few inches taller than me 

I notice he crawls next to me and wraps his somewhat taller figure around mine with him hands and starts rocking me back in forth shooshing me repeating 

"I'm not going anywhere" 

I melt into his arms just his touch and the sound of his voice blocking out the rain making me feel so much better. I look up to him to see him smile back down at me and he wipes away the remaining tears on my face 

"J-John..." He looks at me with sweetness filled in his expression 

"Yes dear?" His nickname makes me blush a bit but I contain myself and realize it was now or never 

"I-I... I love you" I notice his expression changing to even more joy than it was filled with before 

"I love you to Alex" When he said those first three words... It was enough... It filled me with pure joy making me forget the rain was not even there anymore. 

I continue to look into his beautiful eyes as his face slowly shifts closer and closer to mine...

Then before I know it his lips are on mine... He... He is mine... This causes me to smile into the kiss and I deepen it not caring about the weather anymore and put my arms around him neck. I can also feel him smiling into the kiss and before I know it he pulls away which makes me a bit sad 

I observe his perfect face as he starts to randomly kiss mine 

"I" He kisses my forehead which makes me giggle 

"Love" He kisses both of my cheeks which makes me laugh even more 

"You" Then he basically full on attacks my lips with his soft ones which makes me continue to laugh as he continues to plant kisses all over my face 

He stop and looks at me and starts to rub my cheek... I take a look out the window to see the rain has died down a bit which makes me smile but I lean even closer to John never wanting him to let go of me

He slowly starts to get up but then he picks me up bridal style and brings me over to his bed... He lies me down then he gets in slowly after me

"S-So does this mean w-we are..." I say quite and shyly 

"If you want us to be" I can basically feel his grin with him chin laying on the top of my head 

"Y-Yes please" I can hear him laugh a bit... Man I could listen to his laugh all day it's perfect... Just like him 

He pulls me closer then kisses my forehead and continues to stroke his hand through my hair as I slowly drift to sleep... Today is going to be a good day.

(Awh I just-- I can't!! Lams is way to freaking cute!!! This took forever to write ^Fuck you writers block^ I didn't want to make the first chapter a smut chapter because I didn't want to overwhelm anyone hehe... I"m thinking of doing a smut chapter next... Expect the next chapter sometime tomorrow!! Sorry for my horrible writing... I really did try... Don't forget to stay active!!  If you have any suggestions leave them in the comments I would be more than happy to use them! I love you all so much! Stay perfect my lovelies! ~Viktor <3 )

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