"Wake up Bella!" My little sister, Sofia said as she jumped on my bed. "Renee is already outside" She said with that pitchy 4 year old voice.
Finding something to wear has always been the biggest struggle. Now especially since im going to a new school. I've always struggled with severe bullying.
Im just gonna cut to the chase.
Im fat as hell, and no, I dont mean junk in the trunk fat. I mean junk in the trunk, front, top to bottom. Im moving to a new school to start over, im hoping they wont judge me here.
I guess that if I want to give a good impression, I have to wear something...nice.
I picked out a cute top that I havent worn in a while, it showed my cleavage. Not too much though, i dont want them to think im fat but easy.
I dressed myself and as I walked down the stairs, the fresh smell of homemade pancakes hit me. Its like my mom wants to kill me or something. I grabbed an apple and ran to Renee's car.
"Hey hot stuff. Ready for school?" She asked
"I dont know"
Renee is my best friend since kindergarten. Shes seen me go from skinny in kinder throughout fourth grade, until my father passed away and thats when I lost control of my eating habits. She's treated me exactly the same ever since.
She's like my savior or something. I probably would be much fatter if she wasnt by my side. I remember those days when she would slap the food off my hands whenever she saw me eating something that wasnt very healthy.
Sure it sounds rude, but deep down, I really appreciated it.
We got to the new school and as we got our schedules, we realized we only had 2 classes in common. We walked down the halls and I noticed everyone staring at us and whispering things.
"Theyre just talking about how hot you look. Dont sweat it" Renee whispered into my ear
Theyre talking about how hot you are Renee. Of course I would never say that cause knowing her, she would probably think im jealous of her hourglass shaped body. Shes actual fucking gold compared to me.
We entered our first class and as expected, the girls' eyes are glued onto Renee since they all want to be her, and the guys' eyes are glued onto me cause of how bad I look.
I tried putting on my black hoodie since I felt so self conscious but Renee snatched it. I understand that shes trying to be a good friend, but she doesnt know how it feels to wear a top like this when you have a million rolls that need to breathe.
"You look good" She said smiling
"I dont feel good" I said clutching the hoodie and putting it on without hesitation.
"Youre never gonna make any progress if you keep putting on the same black hoodie"
"Easy for you to say" I whispered under my breath
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The bell rang and I stood, picking up my books. I accidentally knocked over a guys book.
"Sor-" He cut me off
"Watch where youre going fatass" He said chuckling
I acted as if I didnt hear him. This cant be happening again.
I walked down the halls and heard the same guy yelling my name. I kept walking.
Sadly, in this class, Renee wasnt with me. As I sat down, everyone walked past the seat next to me, until all the seats were taken and some guy was forced to sit besides me.
