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Decide it or it will hurt us

Once or twice, I can accept that bad attitudes his fans did to me but the questions keep come to my mind. What will happen in the future? What if I cant hold the pain? I asked myself Is this that love which I always want to have. We never have a chance to meet again, he just calls me instead. He tries to deny us everywhere and everytime, I know he did that to protect me but still it hurts everytime I heard it. Do we make a mistake for being in love? Am I too bad for him? I feel that I reach my limits and want to give up. What a complicated fate it is.
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Taemin Pov
"hft" I take a deep breath as I feel nervous, for many times I call naeun but she didnt pick me up.
"hell..o" her voice is so small, and shaky.

" naeun ahh, are you okay? Is there anything happen?" I cant take it easy and worry about her.

"let me tell you for the last time, Iam sick of you oppa. I dont get my own reason to understand what your fans did to me. I dont even have any feeling left for you, lets not escape from the reality. I have told you we cant make it, I was nothing to be with you." I can feel unfamiliar tone from her words, it is cold yet shaky.

" I thought we will talk about when we are calm enough to face the reality naeunah." I closed my eyes.

" Answer me then, what can I do with this love when we dont even have any courage to confess it freely in front of people? What can I do when I may be the reason for you to loss all of your hardwork for your career? What can I do when I can protect myself from being dissapointed because of all of this?

Naeun Pov

"let me tell you for the last time, Iam sick of you oppa. I dont get my own reason to understand what your fans did to me. I dont even have any feeling left for you, lets not escape from the reality. I have told you we cant make it, I was nothing to be with you." I try my best on my acting, I supposed to make him sure enough to hate me and leave me. I dont want something happen to him just because he wants to protect me. I hold my tears as much as I can.

" I thought we will talk about when we are calm enough to face the reality naeunah." I closed my eyes. I know he will not believe my words easily as he know I never have any courage to fight with someone because I always scary to do that but I cant give up. At least this is what I can do for our love.

" Answer me then, what can I do with this love when we dont even have any courage to confess it freely in front of people? What can I do when I may be the reason for you to loss all of your hardwork for your career? What can I do when I can protect myself from being dissapointed because of all of this?" the tears fall down as I cant hold it on anymore, he might be know that I forced my self to stay strong.

" Please, I can bear the pain any... more oppa."