TordEdd

Panic ~ 13

//Edds Pov//
It was night...and i couldn't sleep. I tossed and turned but no luck. I got up and went to Tords room and knocked on his door. I heard him groan and slowly walk over to the door and open it. "What is it Cola Boy?" I knew he was tired so I let that slip. "I-I can't sleep..." I looked down. "Heh alright come on in." He opened the door more and I walked in and laid on the bed. Not long after he joined me and put his arms around me. He was able to fall asleep faster than I thought. But I still couldn't sleep. Something was just eating me away...soon enough sleep consumed me. Thankfully. In my dream everything was black and I was in a small room. I HATED small rooms...that's what causes my panic attacks the most. Plus I was very claustrophobic. I felt my breathing pick up and my heart was racing. My body started shaking and tears ran down my face. I couldn't control it...

//Tords Pov//
I felt something shaking so I sat up groggily and saw that it was Edd. Was he cold?? The thought quickly faded when I saw that he was crying. "Edd." I shook him. "EDD WAKE UP!" That's when he jerked up quickly. He was breathing hard and tears still ran down his face while he was shaking. "Edd...what's wrong? What happened?!" "Tord...I-I was in a small space and I felt cramped and...and.." "Hey hey calm down...breathe.." After about an hour I finally got Edd to calm down, "ok...now tell me what happened." "I was in a dark room...it was small...I felt cramped...I couldn't breathe..." He was crying again. 'I forgot he was claustrophobic...' I thought to myself. "I-I started having a panic attack and I couldn't make it stop!!" He suddenly blurted. 'A panic attack?! Why didn't he say anything before!!' "Oh Edd...why didn't you tell me about the panic attacks?" I looked at him. "B-Because they were gone for so long and then they suddenly came back and after what happened I didn't want to tell you guys because you've already worried about me too much..." He looked away. I put my hand on his cheek and slowly wiped away the tears. "Edd...you don't need to hide these things...they'll just get worse if you keep them to yourself." "B-But..." "Shh...just calm down and try to sleep I'll be right here." "O-Okay..." He laid down facing me and buried his face in my chest and eventually fell asleep. 'I wish I would've known about those panic attacks sooner Edd...you make me worry so much..' I kissed him softly on his head and let sleep consume me.