13 reasons why contest

what's something you would go back and change?

Honestly, I'm human I have thousands of memories I would change. But the one I'd have to regret the most is betraying a friendship for a two week relationship. Let me just tell you after I made that little mistake, my freshman year turned from me being liked and pretty well known to me struggling to find one friend to sit with at lunch. So it turned to hell real quick. How did I manage to lose all my friends in two days time?

Well  it started by friending Jake. Me and "Jake" talked for a day but by the next day we were dating.we connected easy, why not? Well Jake  was my friend Tiffanys ex. They broke up two days before we got together. When me and Jake got together my friends turned on me. They told Tiffany and next thing I knew Tiffany was in my face yelling. Me being the calm level headed person I was let her yell at me. I honestly  hate people having a problem with me. So I started tearing up and got scared to be near her. Then my friend jack  was talking about how he disliked lesbians. I was so lost in thought I absent mindedly nodded and a bisexual friend heard me and her and these girls thought it'd  be funny to smear ketchup on the back of my pants and stick a pad to my back pack. I thought they only did this because I agreed to what Jack said but I was wrong. They were close friends to Tiffany so the bullying started. My grades dropped and I became stressed and mentally exhausted. Then two weeks later, my grandpa died of cancer. I needed Jake  to comfort me except he missed school  to sleep in. So after he apologized and said sorry like everyone else and it  just clicked something inside me that all he could say was "I'm sorry." So I asked him if he still missed Tiffany and he said yes. (They did date for a year.) Then I told him to choose between me and her and he kept stalling. I knew the answer but I wanted him to say it. Finally he chose her. After we broke up me and Tiffany called a truce but the girls kept bullying me and trying to jump me. If I could go back I would not have dated Jake.

!original names have been changed!

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