His hands trembling to the noise of laughter coming from the empty hole of his heart, but this laughter shortly stops after realizing he is not whole without laughter so he searches far and wide looking for meme's that could kill anyone with laughter in a quick second. He finally finds the one video that hits him hard so hard that he starts burning inside of laughter!! He soon feels pain not knowing why at first but then realizes he dropped his phone in his face..Josh then realizes that his laughs were not giggles of joy but fear a fear of thinking he would never experience this feeling with in him ever again...he soon finds YouTube and now he is happy as can be but he won't be happy for much longer.