"Don't you dare scare me like that again you idiot."

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 - Becca .x

A solitary tear falls down my cheek and drips onto the paper.

More and more tears fall, but I don’t even attempt to swipe them away.

This reminds me of my parents too much.

And they left me for good.

I want them back.

I just sit here, in silence, not moving, hardly breathing.

Everyone I love leaves. They leave me. Why?

 I

s there something wrong with me? Some default in my body which makes it impossible to get close to anyone without pushing them away or losing them.

I still have Rose though, my sister from another mister. God that’s so cheesy. 

I drop the letter on the couch and get up.

Standing tall and stretching, before walking out of the room and into my bedroom.

I sit down on my bed and look around at my familiar, but unfamiliar surroundings.

My room looks so bare now that everything’s in hospital.

Hospital.

Hospital.

Hospital.

The word echoes around my head as the whole situation finally sinks in.

I have cancer. Not just cancer, terminal cancer.

I am probably going to die.

And there are only 2 people that actually know.

Louis and Rose.

My two bestest friends.

What about Harry though?

He loves me, he’s said so himself on numerous occasions. And I love him too.

Why can’t anything be simple?

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