(This going to be my every day thoughts sort of like a diary but not as much gross crushie stuff-jan)
Now it is 2:36 in the morning and I am up. Everything that has happen to me and my friends in the past couple of weeks is going through my head. If you are reading alyberry's book you have part of it. Sometimes I wonder I fit in with the modern day world. I think this because I don't fit in at my own home, my mother doesn't understand me and it gets me frustrated. At school I have all my friends that understand my craziness, but sometimes I wonder if they feel bad for me or if they are actual friends. Now if any of my friends read this please I am not mad and I don't want you mad at me it's just my thoughts.
Now for random people that do not no me I'm jan. I am not much of a pop music kind of girl, I am more of "rock" as most people call it kind of person. I am very crazy. ask any one who knows me! I am writing this to get things off my mind and I hope you enjoy. See you soon. well not see but write you know what I mean
