Emotionless

Chapter 1

Adrian's POV

It was a rainy friday night, and i was just sitting on my terrace thinking about my life.

"My life just sucks! Do I still even have a reason to live? I'm just a nobody and no one even loves me not even my family!" I said while tears came running down my face.

Then i went inside to my room, i went to lay down on my bed. I continued crying, i thought of my best friend.. I thought of the fact that i can't have her.

We've been best friends since like we were exiting the womb. She's a big part of my life, i realized that i was falling for her when we were fresh mens but maybe if i told her that before our friendship would be destroyed.

She has a boy friend now, and she only talks to me when they're fighting or when she's bored. I never get to hang out anymore..

I was so sad, so i cut myself. I started to pull the razor out of my drawer.. Then started cutting myself. It hurts so much, but it feels so good. I just can't take it anymore..

When i finished cutting, i went to the bathroom to clean myself up. There were blood stains on my shirt, on my favorite white shirt. Damn it. Then my phone suddenly rang, it was only a message.. A MESSAGE FROM MY BEST FRIEND </3 i read it while my hands were shaking.

From: Bestbud <3

"Hey Adrian, how are you? I miss you so much :("

She misses me, wow. Maybe it's just because she's bored as hell. I suddenly changed her name on my phone. I don't know why. I replied,

To: Alexa

"Oh hey Alexa, i'm fine."

I don't want to say i also miss her, it's because i'm not sure if she even misses me.

I was starting to get sleepy, i went back to my bed. I kept looking at the mirror from my bed, looking at our pictures.. Alexa and me. Pictures since we were kids and our last picture together it was like three years ago. I closed my eyes, then i drifted slowly to sleep.

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