The Thunder Kings Girl (BOOK 2)

Part 11

When I woke up you'd expect me to be mad at it all yet I'm not mad in the least! How different. It truly is something weird is it not? What an angry thought! All this time I'd apparently been someone I'd never known with a huge responsibility! The thing is I could be happy in fact I should be of all things in the world, but I'm not. I have a family which takes more of my time which I am okay with though I would not expect it to be that bad or care really because after all my family is all I have as well as Fairy Tail.

Laxus was shirtless again arm draped over my waist curving around my back as my body was already pressed against his chest. His breathing was enough to tell me he was asleep though I quickly got out of his grip silently walking over to Lucius' room where I peeked seeing him fast asleep. Walking to his side I gripped his hand smiling though it wasn't even light out. Sure I was still tired beyond what I knew possible but I was worried about my son which gave me all the more reason to come here.

Peaceful it was truly seeing him smiling in a dream filled sleep which I hadn't had in ages! It was happily my greatest moment since the whole statue issue which people still seem to worry about. What can you do? That is indeed the question isn't it? Moments later he turned away so I placed a kiss on his cheek before heading to take a long needed shower. The things you never understand are better off not known.

The hot water trailed down my skin taking away the feeling of the cold rain from last night's issues. How irritating it is though I am not one to really judge it. A cold wave of air hit my back as I was quickly enveloped in a pair of burly arms that I knew as my Fiancee. My head tilted back to see him smiling at me just holding me there.

"You are so cruel. Leaving me alone like that." That made me laugh while my hand made it's way to cover my mouth quickly. He placed a kiss on my head though I just held back a laugh at how funny it was to try to watch him hold himself back! Quite hilarious it is really. My body shifted around so my breasts were against his chest though I was smiling at him while he looked down to my eyes.

"I know I am but you love me anyway." He chuckled the same old chuckle that made my heart race time and time again. As he nodded I leaned my head on his chest so he wouldn't see the tears in my eyes. There was so much happiness but I was sad that I missed so much of their lives of what could have been my own!

"Babe? Are you okay?" He brought my face up though I wanted to hide again. He sighed wiping away the tears smiling down to me leaving me once more breathless feeling sad about what had and was happening.

"I missed so much of you lives and here we are acting like it's so easy to pick up. You should be mad at me! Yet you're smiling at me..." His hands tightened around me waist rage starting to burrow in the depths of his heart. What a magnificent end to a story right? There is much to say to him yet to me? It seems like I have so little time to say it! Laxus was my other half that was undisputable but still I feel as if I'm a burden to him at times. "I'm only a burden. My magic puts us all in danger and my father is a good example of that." When I whispered that I only had a split second of silence as my back was now against the wall of the shower hands pinned against the back as well. Anger fuelled him as of right now which is something not even I can stop.

"You are not a burden to me or anyone else!" My lips didn't move as my Fiance's figure was holding me from moving a single muscle let alone a single breath! "You are the women I love. You are a mother to a son who adores you! You are one of the strongest wizards in the world sure, but that is not what we remember you for. We remember you as Lucy of Fairy Tail who cherishes her family as if it was her whole life." My teeth clenched up. "Do I need to remind you how much I love you? Does everyone need to remind you that we love you because of what you've done for us?" A stray tear fell down my face though not enough to make me seem sad.

"But how do you know that! I'm a main reason you are all in danger Laxus! My father is a killer who just so happened to want to kill you! The thing is my heritage will remain the same so tell me Laxus! What am I supposed to do!?" Tears fell all to freely. "It hurts! I watched how people suffer! They hurt so many around them without even knowing." At this point I wanted to hide thanking the fact the water was drowning out the noise.

"I know it won't change Lucy! But like that my love towards you the guilds love towards you will never change either. You tried to save them Lucy and that? That is what counts right now." Still my head shook like it always does my brain trying to make him realize that I was scared as hell what would happen when my father figured out I was back though I would be happy to see him.

Can no one see that I to fear my father for what he is even though I am stronger?