Dear Kurt Cobain,
I need you, I honestly don't know where I'm heading in life and I'm lost. I don't know what to do and I always screw everything up, I don't know whether I'm alone or just empty. I wish you were real... i mean I wouldn't assume you'd want to be friends with me but I would've hoped for that if you were here. You seem so perfect to me, you had so much talent that you showed and much more that you needed to offer the world. I would've loved to be there for you when you needed someone on your bad days, but you see I didn't exist, neither would you have known me. Am i doing something wrong? I think I'm becoming more and more insane everyday, i can explain one reason why i say that. Im writing to you, a person that is loved, that was so unique, talented, special (still is), and just everything a great person could have. But your not here. I'm writing to a person that doesn't even exist anymore, a person that will never even get to read this. I love you Kurt. I don't know what to do anymore, why am i so hurt? Why am i so angry? Exactly what am i angry about? I'm always so rude to people I don't know why, there is always something in the way that just really gets to me, I don't know what it is but I really want to get rid of this bad energy. I really need you, I don't know why i ask for your help when your not even here anymore, but it just feels right. I feel like i can come to you and write down what i feel because I believe you are here with me, I can't explain it but it feels good to let it all out of my head to you. I miss you even though I didn't know you, the fact that your just not alive makes me mad honestly. I would've been first in line for those VIP tickets lmao. But anyways you're the best Kurt, thank you for always being the one i think about when it comes to wanting to speak to someone special to hear me out. Your the one i can write to and not regret any of it. I love you. 🖤
Love,
red
