Dear person who hates me,
You might say you are my friend, but you do nothing to show it. You say you want to change, but again and again you fail to do so. You fail me over and over again. It breaks my spirt little by little. I have felt this way before. I told myself I would not let myself go through it again. I am hurting myself then I could ever hurt you. I just do not understand anymore. I understand this is mostly my fault, but you play a huge huge huge role in it. In fact, like always, you are the star. I am almost in tears as I type all of this because at the very beginning I knew it was going to come down to this. Like always though I did not listen. The only reason this is my fault is because I let you do this. I let you continue to be my friend. I cannot bring myself to stop being your friend. I have begged and pleated with you to stop. Do you not see that I am broken enough without you? Can you not see though my fake smile like you say you can? Because if you did, you would not be doing this to me. You say you are way more broken then me, well guess what? Yeah you may have a sucky life, but that does not mean that you have it worse than me. You just might be able to handle it more. Except you are getting to the point where it seems that you are boasting about how bad your life is. I would not blame a single soul if they thought you were lying. It is almost to that point with me. It seems you are just saying it to get attention and it is getting really annoying. And cutting is not something to brag about.
Sincerely,
The person you hate
