Thoughts and randomness

~society

I am dead to the world,
but alive to myself,
for the voices give me company,
inside of my head.
I fell susceptible to society,
who altered my identity,
in which then I reached for help.
I reached to god,
who thought I was fraud,
for all that proceeded was silence.
I sold my soul,
to who later stole,
the light emitted from my day.
My shadow I see,
Looks nothing like me,
For the devil is all that appears.
The mirror I observe,
is all that I deserve,
for now the darkness overwhelms.
I am what I see,
I see, I am what society tells me

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No matter what you do, you will always be judged for it.
If you eat a little bit, they call you anorexic
If you eat a lot, they call you fat
If you do all of your homework, they call you a nerd
If you don't do any homework, they call you lazy
If you're happy all the time, they call you fake
If you're sad often, they call you emo
If you spend a lot of money on clothes, they call you spoiled
If you buy cheaper clothes, they call you poor
If you get, tattoos, piercings, dye your hair etc, they say you're ruining you body
If you don't, they call you boring
If you've had too many guys or girls, they call you a whore
If you haven't had any guys or girls, they call you prude
If you're good at your school work they call you a know it all
If you're not good at school work they call you dumb
My point is do whatever the fuck you want because you will get judged anyway.