Slowly and painfully i watch you with her. Shes laughing the laugh that i love so very much. Your giving her everything i tried to but couldn't. I resent you for it. To her your a beacon of light showing her that there is nothing to fear in the ever present darkness. I became the shadows she is terrified to look at. She laughs again bringing to light the ever persistent pain that proves she isnt mine. She was never meant to be mine. But that doesn't stop me from wanting what i cant have. Her.
