Meerâ

2017-March-20 Monday
I was all ready and started to the office, though i am not in hangover i felt like i am in hangover and lazily took my mobile, dialed to my reporting manager informed that i will be on leave for that day.

I slipped back on bed holding the mobile after disconnecting the call,in that dead silence i only heard ticking of my wall clock, I looked at it. Time is 8:20 am by then.

Many things running in my mind, focusing at sealing I'm started thinking about everything in my life and slowly sealing looking blur because I'm not blinking my eyes and it's been some time now but I couldn't make out the missing thing in my life.

Suddenly my mobile vibrated , my blured eyes became clear looked at mobile it was customer care message. Slowly got down from the bed and walked into living room found some photos on sofa sent by mom for match.

Walked towards my home library and  dragged my personal diary out from book shelf  alnong with that old personal diary came out.
It was my first  personal diary so I felt some nostalgia by looking at it, Suddenly my brain started rcollecting

Stories related to that diary. Slowly started turning the pages one by one , though I'm reading the lines randomly

I can see one common name in every page "MEERA". the name slowly started recollecting many memories, fun etc I was back into those days. With out my conscious I sat on my reading chair.
2006 June HYDERABAD:(recollecting)
After those steamy summer it was first rain, I was watching those dark sky' with thunderstorms , our street is flowing with rain water, all of a sudden I heard a name MEERA...MEERA in low volume because of rain sounds.
slowly I turned my face towards my diagonal house where a girl in blue dress playing in rain by putting her legs in rain and pulling her legs back from rain, her loose hair covering her face and I'm very much excited to look her face, and I can see no to-let bored to that house gate which was removed before day.

By now she drenched her dress half and legs are muddy.
MEERA.....MEERA yelling someon. I could only here the female sound from inside of girls house. But I confirmed the girls name, now a lady came out yelling meera... What r u doing in rain?

Nothing just enjoying rain she replied adjusting her hairs back which revealed her face.

I was like wow..,I never felt like that before , my heart rate increased and my situation was like I found a kohinoor and before it fell in someone's eyes I should own it.
Look at you meera... You are totally drenched,I will complain to your father she yelled.

No mom please don't do that I coming...she replied by that time mom went in. This confirmed that they are newly shifted in to that vacant house.

She seems unhappy Because her mom spoiled her enjoyment, one last time she jumped in the rain water and she laughed at her self, she looks beautiful with her dimples and she was about get in,MEERA... I shouted from my place she suddenly looked at me and my heart beat increased and I was smiling at her. She went in with out any expression.

That was the first time in my life started feeling for some girl, I don't know because of age where I'm into teens or some magic or love or infatuation which made me fall for her.
Monday 20'Mar 2017
Now Every cell in my body became active because of the name MEERA, now I understood what I'm missing and the great void to be filled in my life. I don't know how I forgot her for so long years! In the race of academics and career I forgot my happiness.

With no second thought I dialed back to office and informed them that I will be on leave for more than a week, now I'm very excited like when I saw her first time in rain and immediately started to hyderabad.