Those Three Little Words

How do you know when you've fallen? Do you get butterflies in your stomach every time your around him? Do you have this urge to kiss him every time you see him? Do you laugh or blush every time he says something?

Love is such a difficult subject. You're never sure if your really truly in love.

Well I'm in that exact situation right now.

My name is Ashley Morino and I think I'm in love with my boyfriend Harry Styles. I know, I know, crazy right? We have been dating for about 3 months and I really want to tell him, but when your a girl, the guy has to make the first move.

Right now, Harry is out with his close friends Niall Horan, Louis Tomlinson, Liam Payne, and Zayn Malik.

I on the other hand am having a girls night with Perrie Edwards, and Eleanor Calder. Louis and Zayn's girls.

"So Ash. How are you and Harry?" asked Perrie

"Really well actually. He spends every minute with me and I couldn't be happier. How are you and Zayn?" I replied

"Same. Dress shopping is sooooo hard" she whined. Zayn proposed about 2 months ago.

"I'm sure it is! So how are you and Lou?" I asked Eleanor

"I love him soooooo much! He really is a great guy!" she said cheerfully

Love

I wish I knew if Harry loved me back.

"Girls, can you keep a secret?" I asked

"What's up gurrrrl?" they asked in unison

"I think I love Harry" I said looking down at my feet

"Oh em gee! Ash, he loves you too! Lou told me! He is just scared you won't love him back!" Said El jumping up and down with joy

Does he really love me back? If he does, he needs to tell me. I need to prove to him that I love him. Without telling him of course.

That night, the girls and I sat around, gossiped about our boyfriends, and watched Channing Tatum movies. I love these girls like sisters

At about 12:00am, Harry came home, which was the girls cue to leave.

"Hello love. How was your night?" he asked

"Great! How was yours?" I replied

"It was nice talking to the lads. Niall got drunk off his arse" he said chuckling

"Ha! Well I'm going to go to bed. Night Harry" I said kissing his cheek

"Me to. I had a long night" he said as we both walked upstairs to our room

"Night Haz"

"Night love"

**Next Morning**

I could not sleep at all last night. I just couldn't get the "L" word out of my head

"Morning!" I screeched shaking Harry

"Mmmmm" he moaned

"Get your lazy butt up" I said

"Nooooo!" he whined

"Fine. No more kissed for you" I huffed giggling

He shop up and said

"I'm up! I'm up!"

Well that worked

Harry and I spent the day watching movies and cleaning. The usual lazy day.

"Crap!" I heard Harry scream from the other room

I rushed in there and asked

"What's wrong?"

"My mum, She... She was rushed to the hospital" he was in tears now

"Oh my god. Harry come here" I said embracing him in a hug as he sobbed in my shoulder

"Shh. Babe, it will be ok, I promise. Everything will be ok" I said trying to comfort him

"C-can we g-go v-visit her?" he asked in between cries

"Of course" I said trying to fight the tears

Seeing Harry like this upset me so much. Anne was like a second mum to me. After all, my mum lives half way across the world in the U.S.

The ride to the hospital was silent apart from Harry's cries. I felt so bad for him.

"Hi, we are here to see Anne Styles" I told the nurse

"Room 726. Second floor" she said

"Thank you" I said

When we got to Anne's room, Gemma was already there

"Oh god! Hi Ash. Hi Harry" she said

"How is she?" asked Harry

"She's in a coma. She fell and hit her head. The doctor said she, she might forget us" she said completely breaking down

Harry grabbed my hand, intertwined our fingers, and squeezed

God, please help this family. They deserve it.

You see, Harry's dad left when he was 7. Anne remarried. Robin, Harry's step dad, was an alcoholic and he committed suicide when Harry was 12. His life is so rough, and I pray for him every night

"Ash?" he asked

"Yes Harry?" I replied

"What if she doesn't remember me?" he asked with watery eyes

"Harry, she will remember you. You are her son. Harry you are the most amazing person I know and you are very hard to forget. She will remember you babe" I said praying she does

He embraced me in a hug and began to sob

I hate seeing the boy I love like this. Please please please help him. Please