Texting Magcon

LII

It's only been a week and I've already built up a wall around my heart

I've literally blocked everybody out, I'm always in my room, I ignore phone calls or texts, I'm not active with my fans anymore, and I canceled all my appointments for a photoshoot for the next two weeks because I know I'll be the same way next week

The Jacks have tried to get me out of bed, Sammy and Stassie have passed by a couple times to check up on me, Cameron comes and lays down with me for a bit and just let's me cry on his shoulder while he rubs my back

He's so sweet, if I could I'd give him a chance but I'm still too attached to Wesley

I haven't been attending school, and I know once I do I'll have a shit ton of homework to catch up on

Jenna and Noel come by everyday after school and try to get me out of bed as well

Right now it's just me and Gilinsky

I've been crying non stop while he just comforts me and tries to cheer me up

"C'mon, let's go outside" Jack says with a soothing voice

As you can tell I'm starting to grow depressed, I don't want to eat literally everything I look at is disgusting in my eyes, I don't want to talk to anybody, I'm always in bed, never go outside, I have all these mood swings, I'm crying what feels like twenty four seven and I'm always over thinking a bunch of shit

"Just for a couple minutes Layla, please" He begins to beg I sigh finally giving in as I nod my head lightly, considering I have a headache

"Yes!" Jack cheers happily causing me to smile a little

Something I haven't done in a while

"You're smiling too!" He points at me happily as he jumps around happily I roll my eyes playfully as I make my way to my closet to change out of my pjs

I quickly change into a grey sports bra that Read Never Too Late. On the band

I also put on matching leggings along with my all white huaraches

I then went to the bathroom to fix my hair a little which I ended up putting half of it in a bun and the other half down in its curly state and exit the bathroom without doing my makeup

Which in all honesty I don't really need I just put it on for fun

"I'm ready" I speak for what feels like in forever

"Let's go to the ice cream place?" Jack questions

"I thought we were just going outside" I whine

He grins at me as he grabs my hand and pulls me out of my dark messy room

I really got to clean my room I thought to myself

As we make our way to the car my phone starts to go off indicating I have a text

Once I'm safely buckled in the car I take my phone out to see what's up while Jack backs out of the driveway and lays his hand on my inner thigh

Causing this feel to shoot up my spin and goosebumps to form on my arms while he rubs his thumb back and forth

I ignore the feel and just focus on my phone which was really difficult

What the actual fuck is wrong with me!?

Liam💓💩: Layla