Never Let Go-Sirius Black love story-

Chapter Four- Stupified

I manage to ignore Sirius Black for a few days, just to get my head straight. Absolutely nothing happened, so why was I overacting? Mum said that I tended to over analyze things. Maybe that's why I was placed in Ravenclaw.

Remus seemed to be ignoring me as well. Whenever I would walk up to him, he would turn away. In our prefect meetings, he wouldn't even look at me. Lily said that he was going through a rough time right now, but if he was, wouldn't he confine himself in me?So today I plan on confronting him. I demand to know why he's ignoring me, since I did absolutely nothing wrong.

I walked outside, looking up at the sunset. I had about ten minutes before sundown, and then a big, glossy full moon will engulf the sky. I had followed Remus out here because he was also ignoring my letters as well. I clutched my wand in my left hand, looking around for him.

I then spotted him rushing past Black Lake. I narrowed my eyes; he had somebody with him, but I couldn't tell who it was. Whoever it was, the person had a hood on that was the colour of complete darkness, and I would not have seen if it the wind wasn't blowing. I bent down and tucked my wand into my boot and stand up. Remus was rushing, it seemed, over to the Whomping Willow.

As I walked towards him, the wind whipped at my robes, sending chills through my body. I wrapped my arms around myself and hurried. I didn't want to catch a cold, and Rory had said something about it raining all week. As soon as the first raindrop fell, Remus and the hooded figure ran. I ran too.

Remus circled around the Black Lake, running down the trail to the Whomping Willow. The rain then began to pour, drenching me in water. My hair attached itself to my face, making it harder for me to see.

Remus dove down into the mud, and somehow into the Whomping Willow itself. I blinked in confusion. The hooded figure dropped its cloak and dived down after Remus. Before I could run again, a hand grasped my shoulders tightly and turned me around.

A small scream died in my throat. In front of me was Sirius, a pissed off expression plastered over his face. "What the bloody hell are you doing out here?" He exclaimed roughly. I pushed his hand off of my shoulder."Why do you want to know? You are certainly not the boss of me," I said just as roughly.

I guess this seemed to surprise Sirius, but it shouldn't have. I was basically the only girl in school, besides Lily, to not throw myself at his feet. Okay, he makes me feel weird, but I don't like him!"It's raining. And it's dangerous to go near there," he said, pointing at the Whomping Willow."Hypocrite, much? You go there all the time,"

"Oh," Sirius says, raising an eyebrow,"and how would you know that? You secretly in love with me and stalk me in your spare time?" He gives me a simple smirk that makes me want to vomit."As if, Black. Like I, an intelligent, independent Ravenclaw would like you, an all around pompous jerk and a hussy... do you see where this is leading? Or are you too stupid to realize that not every girl in Hogwarts is madly in love with you. Because I don't even see why they would; you're a mean, insufferably idiotic troublemaker!"I yell, wiping away some water that dripped down my face.

I seemed to have hit a soft spot, because he didn't reply for a while. His grey eyes analyzed every inch of my face. He looked-- hurt."Oh, the great and devious Sirius Black doesn't have a comeback? That's a first!" I egg on, now flailing my arms around in anger. Everything that I truly think about him is coming out, and no teacher is here to stop me.

"You don't know me."Sirius said, a cold quiver in his voice. I stand about a foot away from him now. Under the moonlight his eyes look stealth. His mop of usually wavy black hair is flat against his forehead and neck. His skin looks white."You may think you do, but you don't."He says."We've been school mates for five years. We don't talk much. You're just..."he stopped. The cold edge was out of his voice.