Chapter XI: The Final Act & Overwhelming Guilt
I stood waiting for it to be time to change into Vivian, I'm glad that Master Zedrick allowed me to do one final act for Lord Rayne even though I hated him for selling me off to Zedrick...I...I would never trust him ever again. Once the clock struck twelve I used Lord Rayne's shadow and changed into Vivian, it would be the last time I could feel Lord Rayne so close to me and yet he was so far away. I headed towards the hall where Prince Lucifer's room was and I should have known that the guards had changed their schedule, I was too late. But then I saw as Prince Lucifer walked out of his room towards what I was guessing was the last place he saw me or better said Vivian, and even better he told his guards to stay back and leave him alone. I instantly concentrated hard and transported myself there first and I began to get into character as I sat on the balcony and began to sing a very beautiful song about the person I loved. Only that I meant it for Prince Lucifer...but why was I seeing Lord Rayne's face in my mind, maybe I was affected by the whole situation of Lord Rayne giving my loyalty contract to stupid Zedrick, and even worse Master Zedrick was making me do the impossible of things that I would never have thought of doing. But regardless I had to because the person I trusted sold off my contract and I hated him now, I quickly snapped out of it as I heard steps coming my way and I looked towards the dimly lit hall way only to see that it wasn't Prince Lucifer it was Rayne. But once I got a closer look thanks to the light of the diamond that hung at the center I saw that it was Prince Lucifer only that for a second I thought it was Lord Rayne. "Vivian...I...I knew you would be here...I want to speak with you...can you get down from the balcony I don't want you to be scared or fall...I just want to talk to you." I guess that if I really wanted him to break or like Rayne said make him crack, I will have to make him feel pain and suffrage even though I really don't want to make him feel sad or cause him any pain because I love him. I got down from the ledge of the balcony and landed lightly in front of Prince Lucifer, "Luce...I'm so-so sorry it was my fault...I caused you pain...I should have told you the truth." He looked at me with wide eyes, "so your not dead...tell me your not dead," I looked at him and tried really hard to put some feelings into my eyes that meant I was dead and he was just lying to himself. "No I am dead I died because of you...you ruined my life...you tricked me~ are all you demons the same...do you enjoy feeding off of human feelings and then leaving them behind by destroying their love." He was starting to react and not in the good way he dropped to his knees and began to hold back the tears that I noticed began to fall, that's when I felt that he had began to regret everything even that night with me as Reina. I knelt down in front of him and he didn't lift his head to meet my eyes so when I touched the side of his moist cheek he felt my cold dead hand, and he put his hand over it and he began to stare into my eyes. I tried really hard to imitate Vivian but it was hard when I hated her and didn't want anything to do with her, but I managed to smile and say, "forget about me I'm already dead and despite it being your fault I don't want you to feel pain or blame yourself." Those words were hurting him not only on the inside but on the outside I could see thru his skin that his blood veins were now black. He had also stopped crying, he looked to be fighting with himself, and I had no choice but to back away when he tightened his grip on my hand that it began to bleed, and I had known that he had cracked when he began to laugh like a crazy person. I was on the ledge of the balcony when he looked at me with piercing red eyes, and I knew he had seen right thru me although I tried hard to pretend to be pure. "Your not Vivian...because she knew I loved her more than my own life...who are you and what have you done to Vivian," I then stopped the act but he didn't know it was me Reina so I kept it up using a new allies. I began to laugh, "your right I'm not Vivian but I do know what happened to her...do you want to know what happened to your precious Vivian," he looked at me and growled. "Tell me who you are and tell me what happened to Vivian," I smiled and he seemed to be really angry, "I am what most call a Nightmare I feed off of demon's pain and your Royal blood and pain surpasses those that I have ate before you." He looked at me and he was a bit shocked, "so what happened to Vivian or did you lie about that," I smiled wickedly and jumped onto the ledge of the balcony, "no its true Vivian is dead her soul will never rest in peace." He looked down at the floor and when he looked at me, I knew that his heart had shattered into a million pieces, so as not to make it anymore painful I jumped from the balcony and he didn't stop me. As I fell I saw lots of things in slow motion the lava bubbles forming and little sparks hitting the shoreline of the lava pond, and then I closed my eyes picturing all of the things I have done to get Prince Lucifer to notice me. As I opened my eyes I realized that I wasn't back in my room I was falling head on into the lava, and as I closed my eyes accepting my fate after all that I have been thru I felt something pull me back. And I was back in my room coughing from sucking in part of the volcanic acid and the other part for holding in my breath, and as I was bend over coughing. I saw the persons feet and then I slowly looked up towards the person who had just saved me, and when I stared into his eyes for some reason my eyes were filled with overwhelming joy and sadness...it was Rayne.
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