chapter 1 - I'd kill for...

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Crave. Oh how they craved each other and disired to be with each other. They wouldn't edmit it...because they were afraid of rejection and more pain. Especially (f/n)....always made fun of by jean and Petra...every time during training. Every day in mess hall. Jean and Petra made (f/n) cry so much...(f/n) hated petra becauss she knew her feelings for levi...jean hurts her because he likes her. And doesn't know how to talk to girls...and levi wanted to kill him. He knew jeans feelings...he would talk about (f/n) all the time. But levi and (f/n) rarely ever talked, and levi knew everything about her. Not just jer favorite color or favorite food, He read her journal. He knows everything about her. And she knows so little about him. And he will change that. Its been a year that they have loved each other. They loved each other so much...that they would kill for each other... The only people that are in there way.....are Petra and jean.

(F/n) p.o.v.

'I will kill you.' You thought to yourself glaring a Petra. She would always try to get Levi to notice her. But never worked. You tighten your grip on your spoon.

"oh look! (F/n) is mad!" Jean teases you.

"Shut it horse face." You growl at him.

"aww, am I making (f/n) angry?" He laughs and Petra joins.

"I said shut up!" You scream making everyone look at you.

"pfft, or what?" Jean scoffs."your to weak to do anything." He says making tears form in your eyes. you slap a hand over your mouth and run out.

"Oi! Kirsten! 50 laps and clean the whole place." levi scowls.

Jean slams his head down on the table with a groan. levi walks down the hallway to follow (f/n). You cry silently, you want to sob so badly...your chest hurts from holding it all in. You sniff rapidly and hold it in a little longer in until you swing open your door and slam it shut with your heel. You bury your face in your pillow and scream. You let out what your were holding in. A knock is at your door,

"open the damn door." Levi says from the other side.

You let out a small sob,"c-captain...w-w-with all do r-respect.....p-please g-go away....." You hiccup.

Levi swings open the door and forces you up,

"why do you believe every thing they tell you?" He hisses in your face.

You try to stop your chin from quivering and your eyes to stop watering. Your vision is blurry so you can't really see his expression.

"i-i-i don't know..." You say quietly,"because its true...every day Petra tells me I'm not pretty.....every day jean mocks me..." Your voice cracks,"i........just.......can't handle it...."

You say and sob once more. You throw yourself on levi and cry in his shoulder. He hugs you back and strokes your (h/l) (h/c) hair. You ball up the fabric in your fist but not too much to wrinkle it but to let it out. Your eyes hurt from scrunching them up too much and they are dry which makes it worse and your face is sore from the tenseness. You sniff and pull away,

"t-thanks..." You whisper. Levi raises and eyebrow,"for what?" He scowls.

In his opinion he didn't do anything."for acutly coming to me when I was crying....it really means a lot."

You rub your eyes and sniff again. Levi actually felt bad for you. It hurt him a lot when you were up set... He never felt this way for someone, and he didn't know what to do.

"Yea...what ever. Just don't let those shitty brats get to you. Especially that bitch ass panzy Petra." He growls.

You feel a rush if hope come across you. Levi doesnt like her...

"thanks....but I really want jean to pay..." You say.

He also feels hope...you don't like jean..."I have to go," levi says and leaves.

You lay down, remembering the hug......he hugged you back. You are smiling like an idiot now.

The lovey ray of sun shine through your eye lids,making you blind of a few moments. You are still in your uniform and gear so you don't have to change. Outside you go for training.

You press the second trigger, then the first. You follow levi and the rest of your squad is behind the both of you. You haven't spotted a titan dummy yet, but levi already did.

"(f/n), this one is for you." He lands up and a tree. He watches your every move. The titan is still and the nape wide in the opening. You fire your anchors on the shoulders, release gas and spin at the nape at intence speed. You cut very deep and foamy stuff fly's everywhere.

Every one looks at you in shock, that is almost as fast as captain....Levi was in shock too but on the inside."good work cadet (l/n). See me in my office after training." Levi says. You nod and follow eld,"that was Awesome!" Gunter says, you smile as they give you compliments. they go on about this as Petra ignores it,

"you did a very food job today (l/n), Petra, work harder. With cleaning and 3dmg." Levi says.

You blush and walk inside to change. You see Petra try to get Levi's attention. Again. 'I'd kill for-' you think but get cut off when you arrive at your door. You change into a white button up shirt but leave on your pants. You walk down to Levis office. You knock,

"name and business."

You hear Levi's voice from the other side,"(f-f/n) (l/n)...you wanted to see me?" You ask.

"Yes, come in."

You walk in and close the door."I have a few questions."

He says. You nod and stand in front of his desk.

"do you like anyone?"

Hi...well sorry for any mistakes or grammar. Pls comment and feel free to give ideas. I'm sorry but I'm feeling depressed...just read my levi x author/reader... Its the a/n...I guess that's all sooooooo yea.

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